atp the amount of socks ive been getting just to combat me itching is about to turn into a sock review of which ones dont flare up my eczema to the point where it leads to the itchiness

granblue fes truly will be my feast

that roller brush for the hallway though was peepeepoopoo

my legs hurt after being forced to pretzel to fit the other stuff in the front

mostly the only way im getting something out of it is lunch ofc but for the most part im just

hoping it not only isnt raining tomorrow but my mood isnt just in shit

after like 6PM it becomes the "do not trust your negative thoughts" period until the morning on a good day and if its a bad day its basically the whole entire day

unfortunately i gotta do this tedious shit for as long as i can go because of mastering Every Single Job up until i find the black chocobo properly

blue mage on bartz is mastered though so thats good enough for me

just like with FF7 i am very much That Person who cannot keep full track of every enemy skill and suffice with the bare minimum i can get without having to grind out the whole blue magic skill list

its that and likely taking up traditional art again but also get serious in doing that like painting shit if it means making sure i can do Something and not have my usual worries kick back in