Luca
@sleepyxluca.bsky.social
She/her
20
Jesus lover <33
Clikkie ||-//
AuDHD
Hobby Artist
This was supposed to be an art account and it turned into a vent account lol.
20
Jesus lover <33
Clikkie ||-//
AuDHD
Hobby Artist
This was supposed to be an art account and it turned into a vent account lol.
I’m so pissed at the writers/creators of arcane. They had SO MANY storyline options and directions to go, and they chose the LEAST sensical one? You CANT make a show that lore-heavy and wrap it up in two fucking seasons. every S2 episode gave me whiplash things were happening so suddenly
January 8, 2026 at 11:47 AM
I’m so pissed at the writers/creators of arcane. They had SO MANY storyline options and directions to go, and they chose the LEAST sensical one? You CANT make a show that lore-heavy and wrap it up in two fucking seasons. every S2 episode gave me whiplash things were happening so suddenly
I’ve been drifting between waking and sleeping literally all night and I can’t fucking stay asleep. And I have ADHD brain rn lol
January 8, 2026 at 11:45 AM
I’ve been drifting between waking and sleeping literally all night and I can’t fucking stay asleep. And I have ADHD brain rn lol
Whenever I’m in the middle of an anxiety attack my mom starts blabbering and chattering and trying to reassure me. I appreciate the desire to help but oh my god SHUT THE FUCK UP. I physically cant reply more than a yes, no, and shakes of my head. STOP. TALKING TO ME. My brain hurts.
January 6, 2026 at 10:24 PM
Whenever I’m in the middle of an anxiety attack my mom starts blabbering and chattering and trying to reassure me. I appreciate the desire to help but oh my god SHUT THE FUCK UP. I physically cant reply more than a yes, no, and shakes of my head. STOP. TALKING TO ME. My brain hurts.
I’m STILL grieving over not getting to go on the Breach Tour and every time I see something related to it I start crying 💀 /srs
Just hurts that the guys who gave me a place to belong were an hour away, along with a big group of people who feel like me, and I missed it.
Just hurts that the guys who gave me a place to belong were an hour away, along with a big group of people who feel like me, and I missed it.
December 23, 2025 at 11:38 PM
I’m STILL grieving over not getting to go on the Breach Tour and every time I see something related to it I start crying 💀 /srs
Just hurts that the guys who gave me a place to belong were an hour away, along with a big group of people who feel like me, and I missed it.
Just hurts that the guys who gave me a place to belong were an hour away, along with a big group of people who feel like me, and I missed it.
I start college in early January and it’s making me nauseous thinking about it :))
Especially cause im starting in the second semester and not the first, so I’m “late” in my mind and that makes me feel hashtag ✨ stupid ✨💃💃
Especially cause im starting in the second semester and not the first, so I’m “late” in my mind and that makes me feel hashtag ✨ stupid ✨💃💃
December 23, 2025 at 11:34 PM
I start college in early January and it’s making me nauseous thinking about it :))
Especially cause im starting in the second semester and not the first, so I’m “late” in my mind and that makes me feel hashtag ✨ stupid ✨💃💃
Especially cause im starting in the second semester and not the first, so I’m “late” in my mind and that makes me feel hashtag ✨ stupid ✨💃💃
Four days till Christmas!!! 🙌🙌🙌✨✨✨🩵💃✨🩵🩵
December 21, 2025 at 10:43 PM
Four days till Christmas!!! 🙌🙌🙌✨✨✨🩵💃✨🩵🩵
Feeling like I’m nothing, feeling like I’m run down. Was afraid of nothing, now I’m just ashamed, how?
-Downstairs, TøP
-Downstairs, TøP
October 13, 2025 at 8:02 PM
Feeling like I’m nothing, feeling like I’m run down. Was afraid of nothing, now I’m just ashamed, how?
-Downstairs, TøP
-Downstairs, TøP
I keep fucking disappearing on my friends because my bitch-ass depression won’t leave me tf alone. All my friends are depressed too but all of them can still reach out to me. I’m just a fucking stupid person and I can’t function like a normal person.
October 13, 2025 at 7:13 PM
I keep fucking disappearing on my friends because my bitch-ass depression won’t leave me tf alone. All my friends are depressed too but all of them can still reach out to me. I’m just a fucking stupid person and I can’t function like a normal person.
Idk wtf independence means if I’m “allowed to have it” but I’m not allowed to lift ten pound weights or walk outside on my own when it’s hot. I’m almost twenty fucking years old.
October 13, 2025 at 7:11 PM
Idk wtf independence means if I’m “allowed to have it” but I’m not allowed to lift ten pound weights or walk outside on my own when it’s hot. I’m almost twenty fucking years old.
I’m gonna fail I can’t do this. Why can’t I do this? I have accommodations I’m just slow. I’m scared. I have help so why can’t I do this? I can’t do this. I thought one class would be easy, I can’t believe this.
October 1, 2025 at 1:39 AM
I’m gonna fail I can’t do this. Why can’t I do this? I have accommodations I’m just slow. I’m scared. I have help so why can’t I do this? I can’t do this. I thought one class would be easy, I can’t believe this.
Sleepy and binge eating because I’m ✨ depressed ✨
I js wanna give up on college and sleep my life away rn
I js wanna give up on college and sleep my life away rn
September 30, 2025 at 2:10 PM
Sleepy and binge eating because I’m ✨ depressed ✨
I js wanna give up on college and sleep my life away rn
I js wanna give up on college and sleep my life away rn
I missed my scissors
September 30, 2025 at 6:14 AM
I missed my scissors
I’m so fucking tired.
September 28, 2025 at 8:52 PM
I’m so fucking tired.
I fucking knew I was too fucking stupid for college. One fuckass class and I’m two weeks behind and unable to catch myself up. Fuck me. Twenty years old and I have the intelligence and emotional stability of a fucking ten year old.
September 28, 2025 at 8:49 PM
I fucking knew I was too fucking stupid for college. One fuckass class and I’m two weeks behind and unable to catch myself up. Fuck me. Twenty years old and I have the intelligence and emotional stability of a fucking ten year old.
I literally changed ONE LETTER’S capitalization and it went from 98 to 70. Why the fuck are we using this ai bullshit to detect ai generation. Also note that it’s literally OFFERING to regenerate it to make it “sound more human”. fuck this shit. I didn’t fucking use AI. Fuck this.
September 28, 2025 at 8:47 PM
I literally changed ONE LETTER’S capitalization and it went from 98 to 70. Why the fuck are we using this ai bullshit to detect ai generation. Also note that it’s literally OFFERING to regenerate it to make it “sound more human”. fuck this shit. I didn’t fucking use AI. Fuck this.
Should’ve never let myself get behind. I remember thinking “oh one day won’t hurt!!” And then I blinked and now I’m struggling to get one thing done every day.
September 21, 2025 at 7:58 PM
Should’ve never let myself get behind. I remember thinking “oh one day won’t hurt!!” And then I blinked and now I’m struggling to get one thing done every day.
Js venting cs yk. Yk what I really fucking hate? The fact that my stupid ass gets overwhelmed with ONE damn college class. How am I like two weeks behind when I’m taking literally ONE class? I have fucking problems.
September 21, 2025 at 7:57 PM
Js venting cs yk. Yk what I really fucking hate? The fact that my stupid ass gets overwhelmed with ONE damn college class. How am I like two weeks behind when I’m taking literally ONE class? I have fucking problems.
My reminder to Stay Alive;
“We WILL try again.”
“Again…?”
“Always.”
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“We WILL try again.”
“Again…?”
“Always.”
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September 14, 2025 at 1:23 AM
My reminder to Stay Alive;
“We WILL try again.”
“Again…?”
“Always.”
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“We WILL try again.”
“Again…?”
“Always.”
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It took me fricking NINE hours to finish ONE stupid assignment because I’m that slow 🗿 and I’m way behind and way tired and my face hurts because of my retainers.
TøP and my bestie ever are literally the only two reasons I haven’t lost my mind yet smh
TøP and my bestie ever are literally the only two reasons I haven’t lost my mind yet smh
September 14, 2025 at 1:21 AM
It took me fricking NINE hours to finish ONE stupid assignment because I’m that slow 🗿 and I’m way behind and way tired and my face hurts because of my retainers.
TøP and my bestie ever are literally the only two reasons I haven’t lost my mind yet smh
TøP and my bestie ever are literally the only two reasons I haven’t lost my mind yet smh
THEYRE HERE THEYRE HERE THEYRE HERE
September 12, 2025 at 8:17 PM
THEYRE HERE THEYRE HERE THEYRE HERE
Braces off, popcorn consumed, Breach incoming. This is gonna be a GREAT couple of days 😭🩵🩵
September 11, 2025 at 7:21 PM
Braces off, popcorn consumed, Breach incoming. This is gonna be a GREAT couple of days 😭🩵🩵
In the waiting room at the orthodontist about to get my braces off AAAA 💃💃✨✨🙌🙌🫶🫶
September 11, 2025 at 3:51 PM
In the waiting room at the orthodontist about to get my braces off AAAA 💃💃✨✨🙌🙌🫶🫶
Had a nightmare about my moms fuckass ‘father’ cause she mentioned him a measly one time yesterday 💃
September 10, 2025 at 1:47 PM
Had a nightmare about my moms fuckass ‘father’ cause she mentioned him a measly one time yesterday 💃
Hi yes I’m on my period, woke up from a weird and horrendous nightmare that has left me in a low-grade state of anxiety all day, AND!! Getting my braces adjusted today felt like they were trying to shove my teeth down into my throat and my face hurts terribly. And I can’t eat cause pain. Good day :)
August 29, 2025 at 1:11 AM
Hi yes I’m on my period, woke up from a weird and horrendous nightmare that has left me in a low-grade state of anxiety all day, AND!! Getting my braces adjusted today felt like they were trying to shove my teeth down into my throat and my face hurts terribly. And I can’t eat cause pain. Good day :)