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it/He/Ya Boiii
♿.♾. Novi-gender. (Cambitherian).
A "Shooting Star meets Pastel Rainbow" type GAY.
🎨: acidfloof on Instagram
it/He/Ya Boiii
♿.♾. Novi-gender. (Cambitherian).
A "Shooting Star meets Pastel Rainbow" type GAY.
🎨: acidfloof on Instagram
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That's the mistake made by #Neurodivergent and #neurospicy folk.
When you assume instead of asking. That's how you're rudely making it about yourselves, fyi.
That's the mistake made by #Neurodivergent and #neurospicy folk.
When you assume instead of asking. That's how you're rudely making it about yourselves, fyi.
Turns out it was Loki all along
January 9, 2026 at 4:34 AM
Turns out it was Loki all along
I wish I could afford hobbies but I'm drowning in so much debt that I'm too poor to even think of a punchline to finish this post...
January 6, 2026 at 10:48 PM
I wish I could afford hobbies but I'm drowning in so much debt that I'm too poor to even think of a punchline to finish this post...
Being a trans man who can't use lab created hormones/who doesn't create his own after a total hysterectomy for medically necessary reasons is certainly an interesting life.
Add to that being gay, Cambitherian, disabled, chronically ill, on the spectrum?
Also in a nocturnal introvert system?
Welp.
Add to that being gay, Cambitherian, disabled, chronically ill, on the spectrum?
Also in a nocturnal introvert system?
Welp.
January 6, 2026 at 9:55 AM
Being a trans man who can't use lab created hormones/who doesn't create his own after a total hysterectomy for medically necessary reasons is certainly an interesting life.
Add to that being gay, Cambitherian, disabled, chronically ill, on the spectrum?
Also in a nocturnal introvert system?
Welp.
Add to that being gay, Cambitherian, disabled, chronically ill, on the spectrum?
Also in a nocturnal introvert system?
Welp.
#FanTheory about 42 and the Answer to the Question of Life, the Universe and Everything
42? English only operates on 26 letters.
If you divide 4 by 2, you get 2. That's half.
If you divide 42 by half, you get 21.
The 21st letter of the alphabet is U.
The answer is U (it sounds like "you" are) 🤍
42? English only operates on 26 letters.
If you divide 4 by 2, you get 2. That's half.
If you divide 42 by half, you get 21.
The 21st letter of the alphabet is U.
The answer is U (it sounds like "you" are) 🤍
January 5, 2026 at 4:56 PM
#FanTheory about 42 and the Answer to the Question of Life, the Universe and Everything
42? English only operates on 26 letters.
If you divide 4 by 2, you get 2. That's half.
If you divide 42 by half, you get 21.
The 21st letter of the alphabet is U.
The answer is U (it sounds like "you" are) 🤍
42? English only operates on 26 letters.
If you divide 4 by 2, you get 2. That's half.
If you divide 42 by half, you get 21.
The 21st letter of the alphabet is U.
The answer is U (it sounds like "you" are) 🤍
Are we all seeking "joy"?
Is that the universal secret?
That the meaning of life isn't simply whatever meaning you personally assign to it - but that we're also meant to seek out sources of joy and pleasure and safety and stability - and become connected to each others hearts?
Is that the answer?
Is that the universal secret?
That the meaning of life isn't simply whatever meaning you personally assign to it - but that we're also meant to seek out sources of joy and pleasure and safety and stability - and become connected to each others hearts?
Is that the answer?
January 5, 2026 at 7:53 AM
Are we all seeking "joy"?
Is that the universal secret?
That the meaning of life isn't simply whatever meaning you personally assign to it - but that we're also meant to seek out sources of joy and pleasure and safety and stability - and become connected to each others hearts?
Is that the answer?
Is that the universal secret?
That the meaning of life isn't simply whatever meaning you personally assign to it - but that we're also meant to seek out sources of joy and pleasure and safety and stability - and become connected to each others hearts?
Is that the answer?
Fun how I can trace the timeline of our trauma/healing journey by looking at the various sona designs of past headmates.
The first? A teal, grey and white red panda with wings.
Currently, a dark grey/white/ light/dark blue Slime/fox/cat with wings/horns. And blind.
(I think we followed a pattern)
The first? A teal, grey and white red panda with wings.
Currently, a dark grey/white/ light/dark blue Slime/fox/cat with wings/horns. And blind.
(I think we followed a pattern)
January 5, 2026 at 7:24 AM
Fun how I can trace the timeline of our trauma/healing journey by looking at the various sona designs of past headmates.
The first? A teal, grey and white red panda with wings.
Currently, a dark grey/white/ light/dark blue Slime/fox/cat with wings/horns. And blind.
(I think we followed a pattern)
The first? A teal, grey and white red panda with wings.
Currently, a dark grey/white/ light/dark blue Slime/fox/cat with wings/horns. And blind.
(I think we followed a pattern)
Starting to wonder if anyone makes emotional connections these days.
After may of the previous headmates searched for decades in vain to find even one soul to care about the real versions of us, instead of masks or what the body might be made into a tool for...
I'm not sure it exists in this world
After may of the previous headmates searched for decades in vain to find even one soul to care about the real versions of us, instead of masks or what the body might be made into a tool for...
I'm not sure it exists in this world
January 3, 2026 at 1:24 PM
Starting to wonder if anyone makes emotional connections these days.
After may of the previous headmates searched for decades in vain to find even one soul to care about the real versions of us, instead of masks or what the body might be made into a tool for...
I'm not sure it exists in this world
After may of the previous headmates searched for decades in vain to find even one soul to care about the real versions of us, instead of masks or what the body might be made into a tool for...
I'm not sure it exists in this world
I will not harm myself today.
(neutral affirmation)
(neutral affirmation)
January 2, 2026 at 3:46 AM
I will not harm myself today.
(neutral affirmation)
(neutral affirmation)
I shouldn't have to wait on abusers to treat me right.
I shouldn't have to wait or be someones' "maybe".
I shouldn't have to settle for those who only interact when they want something from me; see my kindness as weakness; mistake me for someone small and fragile.
I deserve better. I deserve more
I shouldn't have to wait or be someones' "maybe".
I shouldn't have to settle for those who only interact when they want something from me; see my kindness as weakness; mistake me for someone small and fragile.
I deserve better. I deserve more
January 2, 2026 at 3:44 AM
I shouldn't have to wait on abusers to treat me right.
I shouldn't have to wait or be someones' "maybe".
I shouldn't have to settle for those who only interact when they want something from me; see my kindness as weakness; mistake me for someone small and fragile.
I deserve better. I deserve more
I shouldn't have to wait or be someones' "maybe".
I shouldn't have to settle for those who only interact when they want something from me; see my kindness as weakness; mistake me for someone small and fragile.
I deserve better. I deserve more
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Learning it's not that rare for people to think I'm either older or younger than I am.
Neurodivergency, being on the spectrum, being trans, the autoimmune disorder, chronic illness, being allergic to the fucking sun/nocturnal, staying hydrated, sleeping enough, careful exercise, no smoking/drugs...
Neurodivergency, being on the spectrum, being trans, the autoimmune disorder, chronic illness, being allergic to the fucking sun/nocturnal, staying hydrated, sleeping enough, careful exercise, no smoking/drugs...
January 1, 2026 at 5:49 AM
Learning it's not that rare for people to think I'm either older or younger than I am.
Neurodivergency, being on the spectrum, being trans, the autoimmune disorder, chronic illness, being allergic to the fucking sun/nocturnal, staying hydrated, sleeping enough, careful exercise, no smoking/drugs...
Neurodivergency, being on the spectrum, being trans, the autoimmune disorder, chronic illness, being allergic to the fucking sun/nocturnal, staying hydrated, sleeping enough, careful exercise, no smoking/drugs...
Fucking people and their fucking fireworks multiple times a year
January 1, 2026 at 5:04 AM
Fucking people and their fucking fireworks multiple times a year
Wish that people would stop thinking it's hilarious or acceptable to respond/react to my claim that "You can't hurt a masochist" with emotional, physical, mental and sexual abuse...
December 31, 2025 at 10:18 PM
Wish that people would stop thinking it's hilarious or acceptable to respond/react to my claim that "You can't hurt a masochist" with emotional, physical, mental and sexual abuse...
Wild epiphany at the end of 2025:
Animals are "fixed" to lessen aggression and anger.
Some people think of me as some scary or angry monster.
I had a total hysterectomy almost 3 years ago (March 2023?).
I cant use HRT. I dont make hormones. I'm unable to feel or express emotions. Makes me wonder
Animals are "fixed" to lessen aggression and anger.
Some people think of me as some scary or angry monster.
I had a total hysterectomy almost 3 years ago (March 2023?).
I cant use HRT. I dont make hormones. I'm unable to feel or express emotions. Makes me wonder
December 31, 2025 at 6:52 AM
Wild epiphany at the end of 2025:
Animals are "fixed" to lessen aggression and anger.
Some people think of me as some scary or angry monster.
I had a total hysterectomy almost 3 years ago (March 2023?).
I cant use HRT. I dont make hormones. I'm unable to feel or express emotions. Makes me wonder
Animals are "fixed" to lessen aggression and anger.
Some people think of me as some scary or angry monster.
I had a total hysterectomy almost 3 years ago (March 2023?).
I cant use HRT. I dont make hormones. I'm unable to feel or express emotions. Makes me wonder
Can't believe that I have to write demand letters. To become serious about having the debt repaid.
Two people tricked me into signing up for things; promised to pay me back.
Twice it happened this year.
Now I have to make an official letter demanding repayment to be taken seriously.
What a pain.
Two people tricked me into signing up for things; promised to pay me back.
Twice it happened this year.
Now I have to make an official letter demanding repayment to be taken seriously.
What a pain.
December 31, 2025 at 5:14 AM
Can't believe that I have to write demand letters. To become serious about having the debt repaid.
Two people tricked me into signing up for things; promised to pay me back.
Twice it happened this year.
Now I have to make an official letter demanding repayment to be taken seriously.
What a pain.
Two people tricked me into signing up for things; promised to pay me back.
Twice it happened this year.
Now I have to make an official letter demanding repayment to be taken seriously.
What a pain.
Made up with the bois. We're friends now.
Maybe now that we're both working on ourselves and supporting each other and improving our outlooks and mental health and all that...
Maybe I won't get a boifriend this year or next year but at least we're working on being healthy.
And paying our debt...
Maybe now that we're both working on ourselves and supporting each other and improving our outlooks and mental health and all that...
Maybe I won't get a boifriend this year or next year but at least we're working on being healthy.
And paying our debt...
December 30, 2025 at 7:59 PM
Made up with the bois. We're friends now.
Maybe now that we're both working on ourselves and supporting each other and improving our outlooks and mental health and all that...
Maybe I won't get a boifriend this year or next year but at least we're working on being healthy.
And paying our debt...
Maybe now that we're both working on ourselves and supporting each other and improving our outlooks and mental health and all that...
Maybe I won't get a boifriend this year or next year but at least we're working on being healthy.
And paying our debt...
If I feel unsafe to unmask or be genuinely, authentically myself...that's a problem. Not with me. The other person.
I was quickly forced into yet another whirlwind romance with a sapphic and by the end of the 11 days, I was more than 6500 in debt.
Which she's refusing to pay - despite causing it.
I was quickly forced into yet another whirlwind romance with a sapphic and by the end of the 11 days, I was more than 6500 in debt.
Which she's refusing to pay - despite causing it.
December 30, 2025 at 4:11 AM
If I feel unsafe to unmask or be genuinely, authentically myself...that's a problem. Not with me. The other person.
I was quickly forced into yet another whirlwind romance with a sapphic and by the end of the 11 days, I was more than 6500 in debt.
Which she's refusing to pay - despite causing it.
I was quickly forced into yet another whirlwind romance with a sapphic and by the end of the 11 days, I was more than 6500 in debt.
Which she's refusing to pay - despite causing it.
Not that anyone else needs to understand or believe me but being the equivalent of a cis gay fox boi poc in a white passing trans host body AND half Irish is a wild life to have.
Iri IS me. A humanoid version of Iri would not be anything close to white.
I cannot help that the host body looks wrong
Iri IS me. A humanoid version of Iri would not be anything close to white.
I cannot help that the host body looks wrong
December 29, 2025 at 11:37 PM
Not that anyone else needs to understand or believe me but being the equivalent of a cis gay fox boi poc in a white passing trans host body AND half Irish is a wild life to have.
Iri IS me. A humanoid version of Iri would not be anything close to white.
I cannot help that the host body looks wrong
Iri IS me. A humanoid version of Iri would not be anything close to white.
I cannot help that the host body looks wrong
Slept for 12 hours.
Been awake since 6p last night.
Now I can't sleep even though I'm exhausted and spent an entire week crying and overwhelmed and coming to terms with even more loss and limitations and hardship.
Doubt I'll get sleep before tomorrow, at this rate.
Why is my host body like this?
Been awake since 6p last night.
Now I can't sleep even though I'm exhausted and spent an entire week crying and overwhelmed and coming to terms with even more loss and limitations and hardship.
Doubt I'll get sleep before tomorrow, at this rate.
Why is my host body like this?
December 29, 2025 at 4:20 PM
Slept for 12 hours.
Been awake since 6p last night.
Now I can't sleep even though I'm exhausted and spent an entire week crying and overwhelmed and coming to terms with even more loss and limitations and hardship.
Doubt I'll get sleep before tomorrow, at this rate.
Why is my host body like this?
Been awake since 6p last night.
Now I can't sleep even though I'm exhausted and spent an entire week crying and overwhelmed and coming to terms with even more loss and limitations and hardship.
Doubt I'll get sleep before tomorrow, at this rate.
Why is my host body like this?
Watching the Toriko anime.
While I do love hybrids and food anime and powers and shows that are unhinged...
I never expected to find an anime that has everything I could ever want in one.
Even giant monsters like kaiju have been spotted. And the intro includes puns and...
Butterfries?? 🤣 C'mon!!
While I do love hybrids and food anime and powers and shows that are unhinged...
I never expected to find an anime that has everything I could ever want in one.
Even giant monsters like kaiju have been spotted. And the intro includes puns and...
Butterfries?? 🤣 C'mon!!
December 29, 2025 at 9:26 AM
Watching the Toriko anime.
While I do love hybrids and food anime and powers and shows that are unhinged...
I never expected to find an anime that has everything I could ever want in one.
Even giant monsters like kaiju have been spotted. And the intro includes puns and...
Butterfries?? 🤣 C'mon!!
While I do love hybrids and food anime and powers and shows that are unhinged...
I never expected to find an anime that has everything I could ever want in one.
Even giant monsters like kaiju have been spotted. And the intro includes puns and...
Butterfries?? 🤣 C'mon!!
I'm proud of how I stood up for myself to a toxic abuser recently (multi post🧵):
"People should see me for what I am.
A fox that is tired of being abused; traumatized; in danger.
A fox who needs to heal his wounds in peace.
A spirit close to death if it means escaping more abuse and trauma.
"People should see me for what I am.
A fox that is tired of being abused; traumatized; in danger.
A fox who needs to heal his wounds in peace.
A spirit close to death if it means escaping more abuse and trauma.
December 29, 2025 at 2:26 AM
I'm proud of how I stood up for myself to a toxic abuser recently (multi post🧵):
"People should see me for what I am.
A fox that is tired of being abused; traumatized; in danger.
A fox who needs to heal his wounds in peace.
A spirit close to death if it means escaping more abuse and trauma.
"People should see me for what I am.
A fox that is tired of being abused; traumatized; in danger.
A fox who needs to heal his wounds in peace.
A spirit close to death if it means escaping more abuse and trauma.
Embracing my inner self by reacting moment by moment.
Enough dwelling on the past. Enough fearing the future.
I am not hooman. I am Cambitherian.
I am a pagan/druid/Faefolk. I am chosen by a Death god.
A fox-slime-cat boi spirit with horns, wings and a long, luxurious tail.
I am Iri. This is me
Enough dwelling on the past. Enough fearing the future.
I am not hooman. I am Cambitherian.
I am a pagan/druid/Faefolk. I am chosen by a Death god.
A fox-slime-cat boi spirit with horns, wings and a long, luxurious tail.
I am Iri. This is me
December 28, 2025 at 1:59 AM
Embracing my inner self by reacting moment by moment.
Enough dwelling on the past. Enough fearing the future.
I am not hooman. I am Cambitherian.
I am a pagan/druid/Faefolk. I am chosen by a Death god.
A fox-slime-cat boi spirit with horns, wings and a long, luxurious tail.
I am Iri. This is me
Enough dwelling on the past. Enough fearing the future.
I am not hooman. I am Cambitherian.
I am a pagan/druid/Faefolk. I am chosen by a Death god.
A fox-slime-cat boi spirit with horns, wings and a long, luxurious tail.
I am Iri. This is me
I've threatened to add spikes to my cane/wheelchair to keep people from touching it without my permission.
People see me around the city and assume I need help. They don't ask first.
These mobility aids are an extention of my body. Pushing my chair is no different than pushing any person walking.
People see me around the city and assume I need help. They don't ask first.
These mobility aids are an extention of my body. Pushing my chair is no different than pushing any person walking.
December 27, 2025 at 12:37 AM
I've threatened to add spikes to my cane/wheelchair to keep people from touching it without my permission.
People see me around the city and assume I need help. They don't ask first.
These mobility aids are an extention of my body. Pushing my chair is no different than pushing any person walking.
People see me around the city and assume I need help. They don't ask first.
These mobility aids are an extention of my body. Pushing my chair is no different than pushing any person walking.
No matter how many times our system recreates accounts, the goal of being social on media never works out.
I don't like most people. I don't care what most people think about me.
We continue being found by less than honest types. Through no fault of our own. This world is filled with narcissists.
I don't like most people. I don't care what most people think about me.
We continue being found by less than honest types. Through no fault of our own. This world is filled with narcissists.
December 26, 2025 at 10:04 PM
No matter how many times our system recreates accounts, the goal of being social on media never works out.
I don't like most people. I don't care what most people think about me.
We continue being found by less than honest types. Through no fault of our own. This world is filled with narcissists.
I don't like most people. I don't care what most people think about me.
We continue being found by less than honest types. Through no fault of our own. This world is filled with narcissists.
Starting to think relationships aren't worth it if I'm only going to get hurt, abused and further traumatized by trying to find friends - who force me into relationships before I'm ready, without taking no for an answer.
I'm better off alone.
I love myself most of all. I deserve better treatment.
I'm better off alone.
I love myself most of all. I deserve better treatment.
December 26, 2025 at 9:58 PM
Starting to think relationships aren't worth it if I'm only going to get hurt, abused and further traumatized by trying to find friends - who force me into relationships before I'm ready, without taking no for an answer.
I'm better off alone.
I love myself most of all. I deserve better treatment.
I'm better off alone.
I love myself most of all. I deserve better treatment.