nobody at all
@slowrefrain.bsky.social
the remnants of a person who broke apart
it/she, leave me alone unless you wanna read my incoherent and probably drunk suffering
it/she, leave me alone unless you wanna read my incoherent and probably drunk suffering
a woman is flirting with my andnit feels like my entire body is seizing holy shit
January 10, 2026 at 6:38 PM
a woman is flirting with my andnit feels like my entire body is seizing holy shit
jesus christ why do i fall in love with every single woman that gives me even a little bit of attention LOL
January 10, 2026 at 6:32 PM
jesus christ why do i fall in love with every single woman that gives me even a little bit of attention LOL
ahhhh, what a freeing feeling to assume i hold no worth!!!! there's no need for me to suffer any longer!!! i can be content being nothing
January 1, 2026 at 9:51 AM
ahhhh, what a freeing feeling to assume i hold no worth!!!! there's no need for me to suffer any longer!!! i can be content being nothing
how could something disgusting like me ever be loved by anyone??? i don't think it's possible, im worthless after all
January 1, 2026 at 9:50 AM
how could something disgusting like me ever be loved by anyone??? i don't think it's possible, im worthless after all
i know maybe it's easier to think that way, less painful to assume people lie about loving you when you lose them. but i think it's true
January 1, 2026 at 9:50 AM
i know maybe it's easier to think that way, less painful to assume people lie about loving you when you lose them. but i think it's true
im not loved. nobody could ever really love me right??? they're just faking
January 1, 2026 at 9:49 AM
im not loved. nobody could ever really love me right??? they're just faking
though i am unsure how it would feel in other contexts!! i am not willing to experiment with that and have no desire to, either!! i do like fighting though, it's fun, even when my life might be on the line (2/2)
January 1, 2026 at 9:41 AM
though i am unsure how it would feel in other contexts!! i am not willing to experiment with that and have no desire to, either!! i do like fighting though, it's fun, even when my life might be on the line (2/2)
i get the feeling that either most of my emotions are numbed significantly due to ptsd or depression, or im just a sociopath!! at times ive needed to defend myself and ive never felt anything about doing significant harm to other people!! it feels kinda good, in that context. (1/2)
January 1, 2026 at 9:39 AM
i get the feeling that either most of my emotions are numbed significantly due to ptsd or depression, or im just a sociopath!! at times ive needed to defend myself and ive never felt anything about doing significant harm to other people!! it feels kinda good, in that context. (1/2)
ive been wondering lately if im a sociopath?? i don't think i feel emotions the same way as other people!! everything i feel seems muted and dull in comparison, like i feel some semblance of them but not the whole thing?? the only thing i really feel are a desperate wish to die and to live
January 1, 2026 at 9:37 AM
ive been wondering lately if im a sociopath?? i don't think i feel emotions the same way as other people!! everything i feel seems muted and dull in comparison, like i feel some semblance of them but not the whole thing?? the only thing i really feel are a desperate wish to die and to live
new year new form of fucking suffering
January 1, 2026 at 9:36 AM
new year new form of fucking suffering
still alive i guess
December 29, 2025 at 6:16 PM
still alive i guess
i can't keep going on, sorry to everyone im about to disappoint
December 28, 2025 at 9:36 PM
i can't keep going on, sorry to everyone im about to disappoint
i need a hug that feels like a long, peaceful sleep
December 28, 2025 at 9:35 PM
i need a hug that feels like a long, peaceful sleep
down the hatch, i suppose, goodbye
December 28, 2025 at 9:32 PM
down the hatch, i suppose, goodbye
i feel so worthless, empty, and broken
December 28, 2025 at 9:32 PM
i feel so worthless, empty, and broken
all i can do is just cry right now
December 28, 2025 at 9:32 PM
all i can do is just cry right now
i confessed my feelings to someone i love tonight,, i feel good getting it off my chest x3 i hope it goes well but if not, ill be okay too x3 they're an amazing friend and im so happy with just being their friend!!
December 25, 2025 at 7:10 AM
i confessed my feelings to someone i love tonight,, i feel good getting it off my chest x3 i hope it goes well but if not, ill be okay too x3 they're an amazing friend and im so happy with just being their friend!!
Hahahahahahahahahaha. Hahahahaha. i can't sleep at all and i just want to fucking explode
December 23, 2025 at 10:50 AM
Hahahahahahahahahaha. Hahahahaha. i can't sleep at all and i just want to fucking explode
im not even pouring the 4 up im just sipping it straight, i don't wanna feel anything
December 23, 2025 at 8:38 AM
im not even pouring the 4 up im just sipping it straight, i don't wanna feel anything
whatever dude. still alive for some reason. drugs filled the void good enough i guess, maybe ill do some more tomorrow
December 23, 2025 at 8:36 AM
whatever dude. still alive for some reason. drugs filled the void good enough i guess, maybe ill do some more tomorrow
whatever man, i should just OD and stop being a nuisance for everyone. it'd be the best thing i could do for the people i love
December 22, 2025 at 9:07 AM
whatever man, i should just OD and stop being a nuisance for everyone. it'd be the best thing i could do for the people i love
i kind of hope someone i know finds this account i think. it's a shame-filled cry for help but i doubt anyone would make the connection to who i actually am. whatever dude, im so fucking pathetic
December 22, 2025 at 9:00 AM
i kind of hope someone i know finds this account i think. it's a shame-filled cry for help but i doubt anyone would make the connection to who i actually am. whatever dude, im so fucking pathetic
i just hope one day this pain ends. either by death or by healing, i don't really care which. i just want some rest, a slight reprieve
December 22, 2025 at 8:55 AM
i just hope one day this pain ends. either by death or by healing, i don't really care which. i just want some rest, a slight reprieve
you're such an awful person, all you do is get drunk and/or high occasionally and hate yourself because you're empty. why can't you handle anything at all?? please just try being a little bit normal you fucking over emotional piece of shit. (referring to myself in case anyone finds this)
December 22, 2025 at 8:49 AM
you're such an awful person, all you do is get drunk and/or high occasionally and hate yourself because you're empty. why can't you handle anything at all?? please just try being a little bit normal you fucking over emotional piece of shit. (referring to myself in case anyone finds this)
hahahaha just get drunk because you can't handle your own emotion you useless fucking idiot
December 22, 2025 at 8:37 AM
hahahaha just get drunk because you can't handle your own emotion you useless fucking idiot