bottom left looks so real i thought twas a photo for a sec

dysphoria is so fucked. had a perfectly lovely day, was going to bed, just had to pee first. glanced up at the mirror on instinct as i was washing my hands and. oh. oh right. thats me. this is what i look like. all the time. wow. i should probably kill myself huh

grisps the edge of my desk

waking up to anxiety attack inducing ptsd dreams on the daily is really fucking me up in terms of . being alive

genuinely sincerely and in full honesty cant come up with any other even remotely compelling reason for why i should endeavor to remain alive other than to ensure the continued wellbeing of my pet