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Wow~ Your assertive side is so cool~
(Once they'd picked a small amount, Izumi came back to his side.)
I do not know if this was--
Wow~ Your assertive side is so cool~
(Once they'd picked a small amount, Izumi came back to his side.)
I do not know if this was--
...a-and I cannot get pregnant!!
...a-and I cannot get pregnant!!
So many that the sad ones don't weigh on us anymore.
(They took his hands once more, intertwining their fingers, squeezing...and staying this time.)
With you, Regin, taking care of your baby...hehe. I think...there is so much happiness in your future, even more than you could know.
So many that the sad ones don't weigh on us anymore.
(They took his hands once more, intertwining their fingers, squeezing...and staying this time.)
With you, Regin, taking care of your baby...hehe. I think...there is so much happiness in your future, even more than you could know.
That's...what I want with you.
(It was a long moment before they pulled back enough to look up at him again.
It felt nice to hold him like that, greedily and tightly.)--
That's...what I want with you.
(It was a long moment before they pulled back enough to look up at him again.
It felt nice to hold him like that, greedily and tightly.)--
(Kill them.)
(Kill them.)
(They put their whole hand on his face!!! SHOVE!!!)
(They put their whole hand on his face!!! SHOVE!!!)
I...feel so silly...I knew it, for such a long time, but...I thought... and...and...
(They weren't able to be eloquent while crying like this. They seldom allowed themself to come undone in such a way, just clinging to him as tightly as they could, nuzzling against his chest.)
Kieren...
I...feel so silly...I knew it, for such a long time, but...I thought... and...and...
(They weren't able to be eloquent while crying like this. They seldom allowed themself to come undone in such a way, just clinging to him as tightly as they could, nuzzling against his chest.)
Kieren...
Ah. Of course.
They wanted to cry too.
Izumi allowed themself to let the tears fall. They held him, squeezing him tightly...just as tightly as when he first walked through the door as Asahi.)
--
Ah. Of course.
They wanted to cry too.
Izumi allowed themself to let the tears fall. They held him, squeezing him tightly...just as tightly as when he first walked through the door as Asahi.)
--
Could those words convey what they were feeling? Their other hand held the fabric near his chest, as though for support.
They'd say it with his name this time.)
I love you, Kieren...
Could those words convey what they were feeling? Their other hand held the fabric near his chest, as though for support.
They'd say it with his name this time.)
I love you, Kieren...
(They were silent for a moment.
Izumi tilted their head up to look at him properly, still with their hand on the side of his face, fingers in his hair.)
I...as well. I do not believe I...ever stopped.
(They should say it. They should say it properly.)
Kieren...
(Smiling up at him,
--
(They were silent for a moment.
Izumi tilted their head up to look at him properly, still with their hand on the side of his face, fingers in his hair.)
I...as well. I do not believe I...ever stopped.
(They should say it. They should say it properly.)
Kieren...
(Smiling up at him,
--
(SCREAMING. SCREAMING--)
O-OKAY, YES, TIME OUT, TIME OUT--!! DO NOT BITE THAAAT--
(SCREAMING. SCREAMING--)
O-OKAY, YES, TIME OUT, TIME OUT--!! DO NOT BITE THAAAT--
...and, I would not embrace, nor be embraced by a man I think would harm me. Feelings are so complicated, aren't they...? But, you are navigating them at your own pace.
(A hand carded through his hair.)
I trust you, with my whole heart.
...and, I would not embrace, nor be embraced by a man I think would harm me. Feelings are so complicated, aren't they...? But, you are navigating them at your own pace.
(A hand carded through his hair.)
I trust you, with my whole heart.
...but, I think the pain you've felt from your past mistakes has taught you what you want and don't want.
Regin, and your child...you will never harm them in so grievous a way. You'll make each other cry,--
...but, I think the pain you've felt from your past mistakes has taught you what you want and don't want.
Regin, and your child...you will never harm them in so grievous a way. You'll make each other cry,--
Your child will frustrate you at times...make you quite angry at others, but you have learned what you want love to feel like now. What you want it to be like.
Therefore,--
Your child will frustrate you at times...make you quite angry at others, but you have learned what you want love to feel like now. What you want it to be like.
Therefore,--
(BITES DOWN!!!!)
(BITES DOWN!!!!)
The fear of hurting someone again is why we've all changed, I think...changed so we don't do it again.
Kieren...lean on us, okay? Your lovers, and me, too.
The fear of hurting someone again is why we've all changed, I think...changed so we don't do it again.
Kieren...lean on us, okay? Your lovers, and me, too.
(They shifted so they could reach up and put a hand on the side of his face, caressing it gently.)
And Mercury, and Jullus...and myself. You are no longer alone, Kieren. Such a thing will take time to get used to...but, all of us are here for you.
We've also hurt people. We've--
(They shifted so they could reach up and put a hand on the side of his face, caressing it gently.)
And Mercury, and Jullus...and myself. You are no longer alone, Kieren. Such a thing will take time to get used to...but, all of us are here for you.
We've also hurt people. We've--
Partnerships with people we love are about helping each other grow as we live our lives alongside one another. Just as you are more than happy to help him now that he needs you...
...I am certain he will be happy to help you, when it all feels too much,--
Partnerships with people we love are about helping each other grow as we live our lives alongside one another. Just as you are more than happy to help him now that he needs you...
...I am certain he will be happy to help you, when it all feels too much,--
(PUSHING ON HIS TORSO WITH THEIR BOOTS, SHOVING HIS FACE)
(PUSHING ON HIS TORSO WITH THEIR BOOTS, SHOVING HIS FACE)
(They touched one of his arms.)
I think...you are a kind and gentle person, who has learned the capacity for harm out of necessity. Without the need, you are gentle again.
(They touched one of his arms.)
I think...you are a kind and gentle person, who has learned the capacity for harm out of necessity. Without the need, you are gentle again.
I think...the fear and apprehension you feel is normal, Kieren. Which is to say...I think it's okay to be afraid, to. I won't tell you not to be.
If you fear your capacity for harm, however, I would--
I think...the fear and apprehension you feel is normal, Kieren. Which is to say...I think it's okay to be afraid, to. I won't tell you not to be.
If you fear your capacity for harm, however, I would--