@soapysara.bsky.social
Pinned
"only at night can people
see a bullet hole
in my breast
within it there is
a radar station
measuring your dying"
-etel adnan
see a bullet hole
in my breast
within it there is
a radar station
measuring your dying"
-etel adnan
December 4, 2025 at 12:02 AM
"only at night can people
see a bullet hole
in my breast
within it there is
a radar station
measuring your dying"
-etel adnan
see a bullet hole
in my breast
within it there is
a radar station
measuring your dying"
-etel adnan
"When my hands are made of wheels
What do you want me to hold?"
-etel adnan
What do you want me to hold?"
-etel adnan
December 4, 2025 at 12:00 AM
"When my hands are made of wheels
What do you want me to hold?"
-etel adnan
What do you want me to hold?"
-etel adnan
"Best gains-- must have the losses' test--
To constitute them --Gains-- "
-Emily Dickinson
To constitute them --Gains-- "
-Emily Dickinson
November 21, 2025 at 8:41 PM
"Best gains-- must have the losses' test--
To constitute them --Gains-- "
-Emily Dickinson
To constitute them --Gains-- "
-Emily Dickinson
"I got hot sauce in my bag, swag" -Beyonce
November 21, 2025 at 8:01 AM
"I got hot sauce in my bag, swag" -Beyonce
"Under the entrance's
vaulted ceiling
there is a camera
metallic eye with no
lids or lashes. Cursed
is photography with its
mechanical brain, and demonic
cinema. I saw: Authority transformed into an ape-like adolescent, curly hair turned
into chains, and his mouth sealed
with iron. 1/2
vaulted ceiling
there is a camera
metallic eye with no
lids or lashes. Cursed
is photography with its
mechanical brain, and demonic
cinema. I saw: Authority transformed into an ape-like adolescent, curly hair turned
into chains, and his mouth sealed
with iron. 1/2
November 14, 2025 at 9:49 PM
"Under the entrance's
vaulted ceiling
there is a camera
metallic eye with no
lids or lashes. Cursed
is photography with its
mechanical brain, and demonic
cinema. I saw: Authority transformed into an ape-like adolescent, curly hair turned
into chains, and his mouth sealed
with iron. 1/2
vaulted ceiling
there is a camera
metallic eye with no
lids or lashes. Cursed
is photography with its
mechanical brain, and demonic
cinema. I saw: Authority transformed into an ape-like adolescent, curly hair turned
into chains, and his mouth sealed
with iron. 1/2
"On a chapped and gaping wall
an adolescent in Arabic wrote
"Is there life before death?" '
-etel adnan
an adolescent in Arabic wrote
"Is there life before death?" '
-etel adnan
November 14, 2025 at 9:34 PM
"On a chapped and gaping wall
an adolescent in Arabic wrote
"Is there life before death?" '
-etel adnan
an adolescent in Arabic wrote
"Is there life before death?" '
-etel adnan
"I stand in the middle of a ladder
between two infinities
I don't know if I am in this
world
or into its mirror"
-etel adnan
between two infinities
I don't know if I am in this
world
or into its mirror"
-etel adnan
November 14, 2025 at 9:21 PM
"I stand in the middle of a ladder
between two infinities
I don't know if I am in this
world
or into its mirror"
-etel adnan
between two infinities
I don't know if I am in this
world
or into its mirror"
-etel adnan
Virginia Woolf
November 8, 2025 at 10:37 AM
Virginia Woolf
"Searching for a bubble of
quietness
I landed on the Milky Way...
it was a highway of noise
when they drill a hole in
my memory
the streets break down
when I pick up the pieces
two cars
explode
at the intersection of my brain and
my neighbor's stereo
subways roar at each other"
-etel adnan
quietness
I landed on the Milky Way...
it was a highway of noise
when they drill a hole in
my memory
the streets break down
when I pick up the pieces
two cars
explode
at the intersection of my brain and
my neighbor's stereo
subways roar at each other"
-etel adnan
November 8, 2025 at 10:03 AM
"Searching for a bubble of
quietness
I landed on the Milky Way...
it was a highway of noise
when they drill a hole in
my memory
the streets break down
when I pick up the pieces
two cars
explode
at the intersection of my brain and
my neighbor's stereo
subways roar at each other"
-etel adnan
quietness
I landed on the Milky Way...
it was a highway of noise
when they drill a hole in
my memory
the streets break down
when I pick up the pieces
two cars
explode
at the intersection of my brain and
my neighbor's stereo
subways roar at each other"
-etel adnan
"You moved through my
hand
water cried for your
absence
but you kept returning
as insects in my blood"
-etel adnan
hand
water cried for your
absence
but you kept returning
as insects in my blood"
-etel adnan
November 8, 2025 at 9:55 AM
"You moved through my
hand
water cried for your
absence
but you kept returning
as insects in my blood"
-etel adnan
hand
water cried for your
absence
but you kept returning
as insects in my blood"
-etel adnan
"Be Polite" by Jacques Perevert
reminder to self
as I can't recall
when necessary
reminder to self
as I can't recall
when necessary
November 7, 2025 at 5:54 PM
"Be Polite" by Jacques Perevert
reminder to self
as I can't recall
when necessary
reminder to self
as I can't recall
when necessary
"The only charge I could bring against the Fellows and Scholars of whatever the college might happen to be was that in protection of their turf, which has been rolled for 300 years in succession they had sent my little fish into hiding."
-Virginia Woolf
-Virginia Woolf
November 7, 2025 at 1:42 PM
"The only charge I could bring against the Fellows and Scholars of whatever the college might happen to be was that in protection of their turf, which has been rolled for 300 years in succession they had sent my little fish into hiding."
-Virginia Woolf
-Virginia Woolf
"I love the men who cover their
head and show but one eye
not the blind one but the one
which looks inside"
-etel adnan
head and show but one eye
not the blind one but the one
which looks inside"
-etel adnan
November 6, 2025 at 9:41 PM
"I love the men who cover their
head and show but one eye
not the blind one but the one
which looks inside"
-etel adnan
head and show but one eye
not the blind one but the one
which looks inside"
-etel adnan
"we shall go from Resistance
to the psychic conquest
and then to prophecy
and from the prophecy to the divine
the divine is the people-who-suffer"
-etel adnan
to the psychic conquest
and then to prophecy
and from the prophecy to the divine
the divine is the people-who-suffer"
-etel adnan
November 6, 2025 at 9:40 PM
"we shall go from Resistance
to the psychic conquest
and then to prophecy
and from the prophecy to the divine
the divine is the people-who-suffer"
-etel adnan
to the psychic conquest
and then to prophecy
and from the prophecy to the divine
the divine is the people-who-suffer"
-etel adnan
"drinkers of blood drinkers
of petroleum newcomers to napalm nuveauxriches
of torture Gilgamesh shall plant his sword
between your eyes."
-etel adnan
of petroleum newcomers to napalm nuveauxriches
of torture Gilgamesh shall plant his sword
between your eyes."
-etel adnan
November 6, 2025 at 8:35 PM
"drinkers of blood drinkers
of petroleum newcomers to napalm nuveauxriches
of torture Gilgamesh shall plant his sword
between your eyes."
-etel adnan
of petroleum newcomers to napalm nuveauxriches
of torture Gilgamesh shall plant his sword
between your eyes."
-etel adnan
"she said:
I am a cosmic vessel
and my blood-brothers (the primordial bedu)
on the mercurial altars where they are slaughtered
will be born again they are my essence."
-etel adnan
I am a cosmic vessel
and my blood-brothers (the primordial bedu)
on the mercurial altars where they are slaughtered
will be born again they are my essence."
-etel adnan
November 6, 2025 at 7:11 PM
"she said:
I am a cosmic vessel
and my blood-brothers (the primordial bedu)
on the mercurial altars where they are slaughtered
will be born again they are my essence."
-etel adnan
I am a cosmic vessel
and my blood-brothers (the primordial bedu)
on the mercurial altars where they are slaughtered
will be born again they are my essence."
-etel adnan
"I found the women of this city free, which is to say that they appear to have control over their bodies ans their movements. Neither arrogant nor dominated, they make you feel that there is unity to their persons, and adequacy of their minds with their lives."
-etel adnan
-etel adnan
November 6, 2025 at 6:53 PM
"I found the women of this city free, which is to say that they appear to have control over their bodies ans their movements. Neither arrogant nor dominated, they make you feel that there is unity to their persons, and adequacy of their minds with their lives."
-etel adnan
-etel adnan
"Neither too tall nor too pale
with dazzling eyes
the sun-- out of jealousy--
keeps her out if its
memory
it is SHE who lights up
the night."
-etel adnan
with dazzling eyes
the sun-- out of jealousy--
keeps her out if its
memory
it is SHE who lights up
the night."
-etel adnan
November 6, 2025 at 6:49 PM
"Neither too tall nor too pale
with dazzling eyes
the sun-- out of jealousy--
keeps her out if its
memory
it is SHE who lights up
the night."
-etel adnan
with dazzling eyes
the sun-- out of jealousy--
keeps her out if its
memory
it is SHE who lights up
the night."
-etel adnan
"So now I have this will to make:
I sent my brain to your center of research
so they could see what made me fight."
-etel adnan
I sent my brain to your center of research
so they could see what made me fight."
-etel adnan
November 5, 2025 at 9:42 PM
"So now I have this will to make:
I sent my brain to your center of research
so they could see what made me fight."
-etel adnan
I sent my brain to your center of research
so they could see what made me fight."
-etel adnan
"She advances like my thought
and I'm not even a flame
I am a flame which burns
in front of another flame."-etel adnan
and I'm not even a flame
I am a flame which burns
in front of another flame."-etel adnan
November 5, 2025 at 9:39 PM
"She advances like my thought
and I'm not even a flame
I am a flame which burns
in front of another flame."-etel adnan
and I'm not even a flame
I am a flame which burns
in front of another flame."-etel adnan
"When the voice became audible
without being a voice
and the sky lit in a place
with no sky
beyond seeing and knowing
When the song roae from a
thing neither human nor
non human
in order to express the inexpressible
instead of silencing the word..."-etel adnan
without being a voice
and the sky lit in a place
with no sky
beyond seeing and knowing
When the song roae from a
thing neither human nor
non human
in order to express the inexpressible
instead of silencing the word..."-etel adnan
November 5, 2025 at 9:25 PM
"When the voice became audible
without being a voice
and the sky lit in a place
with no sky
beyond seeing and knowing
When the song roae from a
thing neither human nor
non human
in order to express the inexpressible
instead of silencing the word..."-etel adnan
without being a voice
and the sky lit in a place
with no sky
beyond seeing and knowing
When the song roae from a
thing neither human nor
non human
in order to express the inexpressible
instead of silencing the word..."-etel adnan
" THE SEVENTH RETURN
Gone: Bad Chaker el Sayyab
gone: Badr and the moon
Sealed in Matter
I worship
the Black Cow
who under the guillotine
opens her large eyes
over her sculpted body
to dream of grass and
prairie...
Eat, hangman, eat,
absorb her flesh's sickness"-etel adnan
Gone: Bad Chaker el Sayyab
gone: Badr and the moon
Sealed in Matter
I worship
the Black Cow
who under the guillotine
opens her large eyes
over her sculpted body
to dream of grass and
prairie...
Eat, hangman, eat,
absorb her flesh's sickness"-etel adnan
November 5, 2025 at 8:57 PM
" THE SEVENTH RETURN
Gone: Bad Chaker el Sayyab
gone: Badr and the moon
Sealed in Matter
I worship
the Black Cow
who under the guillotine
opens her large eyes
over her sculpted body
to dream of grass and
prairie...
Eat, hangman, eat,
absorb her flesh's sickness"-etel adnan
Gone: Bad Chaker el Sayyab
gone: Badr and the moon
Sealed in Matter
I worship
the Black Cow
who under the guillotine
opens her large eyes
over her sculpted body
to dream of grass and
prairie...
Eat, hangman, eat,
absorb her flesh's sickness"-etel adnan