everyone who says it gets better is a liar all it ever does is get worse. it never ends. the only way for it to end is to end myself

i want to kill myself but i can’t bc if i do i’ll die a failure leaving nothing behind

on everything if i died at this moment i would accept it with open arms

what the fuck did i do to have such dogshit luck bro am i cursed??? was i a piece of shit in my past life??? this shit is ridiculous bro

if i died at this second i wouldn’t give af i promise

i just don’t see it getting any better man i wish i could see it but i can’t

if i dropped dead rn i wouldn’t complain i’d have died not accomplishing anything but that’s fine i’m tired

nothing is good i have no reason to feel hope or solace i don’t see the light at the end of the tunnel it’s only darkness

it’s just not for me man it’s not supposed to be had by me