everybody involved with ANTM need their asses whooped.

and don’t forget the big bull balls for said truck.

sometimes it physically hurts when I see someone grieving. it's even more intense right now bc it's someone I love so much. between this and seeing Andrew teaching the littles about grief and Elmo hugging him? ELMO SAYING "I'll celebrate your mom with you" or whatever? Jesus..

I WAS JUST TRYING TO LOOK UP HOW TO CROCHET A ONESIE! 😭😭😭

one of the things I love about seeing ppl go on Sesame Street is that you can tell that even though they know these are puppets, you can almost see their inner child lighting up. It's so wholesome. so seeing ANDREW like this? who seems like the sweetest little nugget? I am sobbing 😭

I just finished praying for her and not two seconds later, I open my MacBook and go to a tab that's already opened to YouTube. I look at the side panel of similar videos and see one with Andrew Garfield and Elmo talking about grief. yes, I watched it. and now I'm in shambles lol.

and it's one of those things that you know will happen eventually. you know you'll have to face it or be there for a friend to face that kind of loss. but you're never ready. I know she's taking it day by day. I know some days are easier than others. I just wish I could do something.

yes, which is why sometimes i take my time reading. i wanna visualize it perfectly.