Another day of my sister acting like a bitch because I simply asked her to please hurry up in a polite way so I'm not at work all night. After that she decided to act passive aggressive and today little to no interaction. Sent her a text twice no response.

My life: you're not Bantu you're not the welcome here, you're not black you're not welcome here, you're not white you're not welcome here, you're not truly African enough, you're not American enough, you're basically an island.

I'm often misunderstood by alot of people including my own family. I want a different life all together. I want to be accepted. I'm never good enough for one or the other group

I'm tired of just being tolerated by people. I want to find my soul group of like minded people who are gifted but people don't connect well with them

I fucking can not stand certain people in my family. They all side with my mom because she has money. She can do no wrong. I pray to God that people begin to see her for who she truly is.

Another day alone. Today is rough because I recently stopped taking one of my antidepressants. Just alone in the house. At God sees me? I hope?

Sometimes I feel like I have no true friends. It's just me. People help then they go or people take then they go.

I'm back on medication for depression and I actually feel better. Hoping things continue to come together 🙏🏽

I don't know why I seem to not be likeable? Im an Empath. I see through most people. Had alot of bad experiences with narcissistic, egoistic, gossipy, jealous, hateful and crazy people who at one point might have been a friend or acquaintance, or neighbor.

Why is it so hard to make friends in Michigan? I have tend to come across some very cold ass people or people who just want things from me. It's like being kind is a curse. I noticed all the dominant and outgoing folks have all the friends. And people see me as too nice, a push over or needy to some

Currently in bed with migraine headache. Alone again. I really want a baby Cat, but I'm traumatized from last year when I got a dog that just wasn't the right match for me and I had to get him rehomed

Another Sunday alone. Time to pray

Just finshed working another 6 day 8 to 10 hour day. And no plans for the weekend once again lol.