not liking me lol :')

100% it's like baby's first fandom experience probably and specifically using "queerbating" and "homophobia" bc they weren't endgame is just hijacking real terms that DO NOT apply here. sorry to tell them but i've had many unrequited gay crushes on straight people and they were not homophobic for

still no more abdominal pain almost two months after the surgery!!!

you are so real for this

wow i just straight up never replied to this???? BUT here's to living strong in spite of crushing capitalist demands!!! 🙏💪💪💪

i'm so sorry dude 🫂 i never realized how traumatizing it could be to be in a hospital, but even just one night can really fuck you up :( i hope it gets easier for you 💜

GLACIER FREEZE THE GOAT 🗣🗣🗣

every time i've been sick or hungover it saves my life too

idk if you've ever tried body armor but it's also very refreshing/hydrating. the strawberry banana is soooo good!!

i was on an island alone even though my husband and family members were there with me. i wonder if this trauma will ever fully go away.

constellations on appletv a week or so ago and got so insanely triggered by scenes of the lead stuck alone on the ISS and thinking she might die that i had a full on breakdown and couldn't sleep in my bed. being stuck in a hospital bed and hooked up to a thousand things is so lonely. it felt like

hospital that my brain bleed would get worse and i would die and all the midbrain stuff in general and the deficits i still have. like. all of those things were traumatic but it's been a year and being in the hospital itself is still the source of some triggers for me.

watch the series

i got to go to one of maeda-sensei's panel at a con in atlanta and that was everything and more that i could have imagined, haha~ truly a genius!

being poor is hilarious because i have to work when i should be resting since i'm tired and ill but working while i'm tired and ill makes me more tired and ill and then i have to be out from work and then i have to go back too soon when i should be resting since im tired and ill but...etc.

it is now two weeks since surgery but i had to go back to work one week after
: )

i've missed so much that's happened but i'm so fucking proud of you dude!!!!! i hope DBT is going well for you, i've heard so many good things about it!! 💜