specimeninajar.bsky.social
@specimeninajar.bsky.social
33/Nonbinary (They/Them)
Interests:
Paleotology & Ancient History
Worldbuilding
Speculative Evolution/Biology
Nature
Just trying to get back into my art again...
I'm hoping that by interacting with people online, I can get feedback on various concepts and inspiration in so that I can develop my projects beyond just vague ideas. Obviously not every idea will work, and I will have to make some tough decisions to get into the right direction.
kermit the frog is typing on a typewriter .
Alt: Kermit the frog is rapidly typing on a typewriter .
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January 28, 2026 at 6:44 PM
I'm determined to least make something of them instead of getting disheartened though because I cannot keep getting into this constant loop of idea, experimenting, doubt and scrapping it... To only repeat the process in some sisyphean creative curse. I can't go back to that anymore.
January 28, 2026 at 6:36 PM
With how Twitter/X is now though, I should consider putting in the effort of posting my ideas and work onto here more often. As well as my Tumblr side blogs. Part of me is nervous to see how people will react to my projects; that they'd be too off putting or weird to get anyone interested.
kermit the frog is looking at a green object
Alt: Kermit the frog is looking at a green object, biting at his fingers nervously.
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January 28, 2026 at 6:31 PM
I think it doesn't help that I don't always have people to talk to IRL about my ideas. Plus, I haven't had much time online to talk to my online friends about it either. I think with how ideas flopped, I've been self-conscious about talking about it, in case the idea flops again.
October 23, 2025 at 8:48 AM
I'm hoping to complete it and eventually test out my ideas in some sketches and thumbnails. I'm trying not to over think about my ideas, which has been a problem in the past. It's partly why most of those ideas never got off the page. It's just difficult for me to not be doubtful of my skills.
October 22, 2025 at 9:18 PM
Honestly, I've been thinking the same thing. Although, I have been eating more dried fruit instead. Both me and my mum changed our diet to be more healthy. (In the latter's case, it was a necessity.) Now, I tend to find some chocolates or chocolate-related foods too sweet.
August 25, 2025 at 12:58 PM
Oh, I used to watch that show all the time when I had the chance! Along with many other Transformers shows I would watch. I never got to see the third season though for some reason. I think someone did an animation of Dinobot with his altmode having feathers on Youtube.
August 10, 2025 at 1:57 PM
I have considered going offline for a week but with everything going on, I'm worried I'll miss even more info, worrying me more. But then it's just a feedback loop isn't it? I'm sorry you've been dealing with the sense of dread from DSA. I'm guessing it's similar to what's happening in the UK?
July 28, 2025 at 5:57 PM
It's hard not to feel depressed or anxious about this and other matters. I'm trying not to doomscroll; curate my time online; but it's become harder to not feel helpless with how things are going right now. (My moments of anxiety aren't helping.) I'm hoping things will improve but I've my doubts.
July 28, 2025 at 5:50 PM
...under this change, this can cause more harm than good. (Especially in current world news.) It seems like the government isn't going to appeal the act, judging by their response to the petition. I don't know what to do at this point as I am dreading what is going to happen the next few months. 4/4
July 28, 2025 at 3:02 PM
some unknown party? What about the possibility of our information being sold to other parties to give more invasive ads or scams? What about sites that provide information on the topics this act is censoring as a means of helping those less informed aid? By putting so much content...3/?
July 28, 2025 at 2:53 PM
...related to financial, medical or other areas that make sense. (To an extent.) There's also the concern over where is this information being stored since I haven't heard of the mentioned groups before. What if there is a breach and such information is used without our consent by 2/?
July 28, 2025 at 2:49 PM
At this point, I have just considered closing certain accounts down because of my concern over this censorship. The fact I didn't hear anything about it until the last few days caused so much anxiety in me. It feels like such a breach of privacy by asking such personnel information that isn't 1/?
July 28, 2025 at 2:44 PM