SpicySpaceSnake
@spicyspacesnake.bsky.social
she/he/them • His-pan-ic genderfluid aceflux polyam scalie • Pixel artist since 2019; comms closed • Creating texture packs and having fun!
catching up! more art @ http://twitter.com/SpicySpaceSnake
🔗 http://spicyspacesnake.carrd.co
catching up! more art @ http://twitter.com/SpicySpaceSnake
🔗 http://spicyspacesnake.carrd.co
unfinished assets will probably be released at a later point, whenever I feel like finishing them or releasing them unfinished
March 26, 2025 at 10:14 PM
unfinished assets will probably be released at a later point, whenever I feel like finishing them or releasing them unfinished
to the rest of you... get your shit together. this is humiliating. your response has been shameful, and you've not bothered to change *and* continued trying to diminish me.
you may keep the little art I shared. but what I fought hardest for, my writing, you've haven't earned
you may keep the little art I shared. but what I fought hardest for, my writing, you've haven't earned
March 26, 2025 at 8:53 AM
to the rest of you... get your shit together. this is humiliating. your response has been shameful, and you've not bothered to change *and* continued trying to diminish me.
you may keep the little art I shared. but what I fought hardest for, my writing, you've haven't earned
you may keep the little art I shared. but what I fought hardest for, my writing, you've haven't earned
I wanted simply to have a reason to continue doing what I did; to continue being more active, as was requested of me. improvement is gradual, yes; basic decency and respect is not
thank you to the select few who never made me feel unwelcome. I will stay in contact
thank you to the select few who never made me feel unwelcome. I will stay in contact
March 26, 2025 at 8:53 AM
I wanted simply to have a reason to continue doing what I did; to continue being more active, as was requested of me. improvement is gradual, yes; basic decency and respect is not
thank you to the select few who never made me feel unwelcome. I will stay in contact
thank you to the select few who never made me feel unwelcome. I will stay in contact
I'm out of energy and patience. I can't convince someone that there's a problem after laying it out, only to get, verbatim, "from what I see you are listened to". from the director. members are no better. intent doesn't matter, I'm telling you how it feels; please show sympathy
March 26, 2025 at 8:53 AM
I'm out of energy and patience. I can't convince someone that there's a problem after laying it out, only to get, verbatim, "from what I see you are listened to". from the director. members are no better. intent doesn't matter, I'm telling you how it feels; please show sympathy
what hurt the most, though, was my penultimate message getting no response for two days. a direct address to the leadership, expressing that words aren't enough and my trust has been violated, that the project has been causing me stress,, to be met with nothing from the target
March 26, 2025 at 8:53 AM
what hurt the most, though, was my penultimate message getting no response for two days. a direct address to the leadership, expressing that words aren't enough and my trust has been violated, that the project has been causing me stress,, to be met with nothing from the target
all I asked for was humanity, to be treated as an equal, a fellow teammate; to be shown that I wasn't just noise
only three people gave any kind of genuinely caring answer. one was the only one to directly address anything specific I said
only three people gave any kind of genuinely caring answer. one was the only one to directly address anything specific I said
March 26, 2025 at 8:53 AM
all I asked for was humanity, to be treated as an equal, a fellow teammate; to be shown that I wasn't just noise
only three people gave any kind of genuinely caring answer. one was the only one to directly address anything specific I said
only three people gave any kind of genuinely caring answer. one was the only one to directly address anything specific I said
most of these things have been around for months. I've made noise about it before. there's been plenty of time to get things under wraps, regarding both what I said and peoples' behavior. they're not!
there was no shame in or hiding the fact that most of what I said wasn't read.
there was no shame in or hiding the fact that most of what I said wasn't read.
March 26, 2025 at 8:53 AM
most of these things have been around for months. I've made noise about it before. there's been plenty of time to get things under wraps, regarding both what I said and peoples' behavior. they're not!
there was no shame in or hiding the fact that most of what I said wasn't read.
there was no shame in or hiding the fact that most of what I said wasn't read.
I got reassurance after those questions, sure, but I'd heard that 'comfort' before. that things would change and to give chances and 'here's what'll happen but not how'. issue is, the promised action never came, and words aren't good enough after violating trust like that
March 26, 2025 at 8:53 AM
I got reassurance after those questions, sure, but I'd heard that 'comfort' before. that things would change and to give chances and 'here's what'll happen but not how'. issue is, the promised action never came, and words aren't good enough after violating trust like that
the multiple responses from multiple people acknowledged only this instance rather then the overall principle I was desperately trying to highlight. I was not addressed in specifics even within that. and it ended with a very impersonal and corporate-feeling line of questions
March 26, 2025 at 8:53 AM
the multiple responses from multiple people acknowledged only this instance rather then the overall principle I was desperately trying to highlight. I was not addressed in specifics even within that. and it ended with a very impersonal and corporate-feeling line of questions
the above pales in comparison to its culmination, though
after a lengthy convo containing logic of frustratingly menial nature, and getting feedback from our own player base, I expressed disdain over the 'subject over matter' mindset that's become so common
after a lengthy convo containing logic of frustratingly menial nature, and getting feedback from our own player base, I expressed disdain over the 'subject over matter' mindset that's become so common
March 26, 2025 at 8:53 AM
the above pales in comparison to its culmination, though
after a lengthy convo containing logic of frustratingly menial nature, and getting feedback from our own player base, I expressed disdain over the 'subject over matter' mindset that's become so common
after a lengthy convo containing logic of frustratingly menial nature, and getting feedback from our own player base, I expressed disdain over the 'subject over matter' mindset that's become so common
I understand that doc cleanups are slow and tedious. I should know, I cleaned up mine. but only one person (maybe two?) ever put effort into cleaning up any other doc, at all. thank you; you know who you are
March 26, 2025 at 8:53 AM
I understand that doc cleanups are slow and tedious. I should know, I cleaned up mine. but only one person (maybe two?) ever put effort into cleaning up any other doc, at all. thank you; you know who you are
and I would keep getting told shit that wasn't even on my *own* documentation as if it was fact; I requested multiple times to be updated with missing info, as I was working off of solely that doc, to no avail; and it never let up
March 26, 2025 at 8:53 AM
and I would keep getting told shit that wasn't even on my *own* documentation as if it was fact; I requested multiple times to be updated with missing info, as I was working off of solely that doc, to no avail; and it never let up
our documentation is hellish. even with the inane amounts of docs we have, there are still ones whose entries fluctuate between needlessly lengthy and entirely absent. so much shit comes up in convo that I cannot find even vague mentions of in writing no matter how much I ask
March 26, 2025 at 8:53 AM
our documentation is hellish. even with the inane amounts of docs we have, there are still ones whose entries fluctuate between needlessly lengthy and entirely absent. so much shit comes up in convo that I cannot find even vague mentions of in writing no matter how much I ask
how about we don't get stuck in development hell? how about we consider things that will actually contribute to the experience, that shape the nature and make a thing feel appropriate, *before* we address your personal preference?
March 26, 2025 at 8:53 AM
how about we don't get stuck in development hell? how about we consider things that will actually contribute to the experience, that shape the nature and make a thing feel appropriate, *before* we address your personal preference?
there's a rampant issue with mindset. so often, things will be rejected for menial things before any contextual reasoning; 'it's too wordy' over two words, 'players might get confused' about very different items, 'unintended conclusions' when there are already many and it's ok
March 26, 2025 at 8:53 AM
there's a rampant issue with mindset. so often, things will be rejected for menial things before any contextual reasoning; 'it's too wordy' over two words, 'players might get confused' about very different items, 'unintended conclusions' when there are already many and it's ok
it feels like such a tiny thing to ask for decency. to ask to feel like I'm being listened to and that others care, to not be constantly sidetracked into people talking about themselves, or simply ignoring me. to not be spoken to like a child, especially.
March 26, 2025 at 8:53 AM
it feels like such a tiny thing to ask for decency. to ask to feel like I'm being listened to and that others care, to not be constantly sidetracked into people talking about themselves, or simply ignoring me. to not be spoken to like a child, especially.
in a general sense, these longer conversations were usually quite unwelcoming, to the point that it was near constant. nearly every time I would speak in the server, some shit would go down because people seem to lose the ability to have civil discussion when it gets long
March 26, 2025 at 8:53 AM
in a general sense, these longer conversations were usually quite unwelcoming, to the point that it was near constant. nearly every time I would speak in the server, some shit would go down because people seem to lose the ability to have civil discussion when it gets long
many simply can't take even a dink to the ego. how bold it must be for me to say that there might be something wrong with the status quo? what a monumental task to briefly consider an alternative even if only to disagree, and acknowledge the thing I put so much effort into?
March 26, 2025 at 8:53 AM
many simply can't take even a dink to the ego. how bold it must be for me to say that there might be something wrong with the status quo? what a monumental task to briefly consider an alternative even if only to disagree, and acknowledge the thing I put so much effort into?
shit's been in decline for months. started small, had to shout louder every time. the complacency with things that need attention is immeasurable - but when it comes to proposing a strong rework, many of the team is overtly scrutinizing
March 26, 2025 at 8:53 AM
shit's been in decline for months. started small, had to shout louder every time. the complacency with things that need attention is immeasurable - but when it comes to proposing a strong rework, many of the team is overtly scrutinizing
christ that's some vicious compression
March 5, 2025 at 10:57 PM
christ that's some vicious compression
the most u owe is to take care of your mental, challenge be damned 💙
December 27, 2024 at 12:46 AM
the most u owe is to take care of your mental, challenge be damned 💙