SpookyCatKevin
@spookycatkevin.bsky.social
Cat Vtuber • Twitch Partner • Horror/Variety • Minors DNI 🔞 • PFP: @/klimtiq • Banner: @/Junji_Seishin
Where I Stream:
https://twitch.tv/spookycatkevin/
Everywhere I Am:
https://spookycatkevin.carrd.co/
Where I Stream:
https://twitch.tv/spookycatkevin/
Everywhere I Am:
https://spookycatkevin.carrd.co/
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WE HIT PARTNER Y'ALL!
Thank you so much for everything, from the kind messages, lurks, chats, and everything in between. I never expected to hit this milestone when I first started, BUT WE HERE NOW. Can't wait to see what happens next in our journey together!
Thank you so much for everything, from the kind messages, lurks, chats, and everything in between. I never expected to hit this milestone when I first started, BUT WE HERE NOW. Can't wait to see what happens next in our journey together!
Today I discovered that my fear of heights does not have the stranglehold it used to have on me. . .
That or I got very used to riding a shaky lift all day. Regardless, glad to know its only mildly uncomfortable now instead of "I wish to perish" levels of anxiety.
That or I got very used to riding a shaky lift all day. Regardless, glad to know its only mildly uncomfortable now instead of "I wish to perish" levels of anxiety.
November 24, 2025 at 8:39 PM
Today I discovered that my fear of heights does not have the stranglehold it used to have on me. . .
That or I got very used to riding a shaky lift all day. Regardless, glad to know its only mildly uncomfortable now instead of "I wish to perish" levels of anxiety.
That or I got very used to riding a shaky lift all day. Regardless, glad to know its only mildly uncomfortable now instead of "I wish to perish" levels of anxiety.
My days have always run together. Yesterday morning was 3 days ago, the work meetings were 2 days ago, I had dinner with my family last night. Each event is a separate day in my mind, regardless what the clock says. Its always been this way, but its really wearing me down now.
November 22, 2025 at 6:37 PM
My days have always run together. Yesterday morning was 3 days ago, the work meetings were 2 days ago, I had dinner with my family last night. Each event is a separate day in my mind, regardless what the clock says. Its always been this way, but its really wearing me down now.
I think its time.
I will be disappearing from spaces that are exclusively DBD content. I don't hate the people, but the environment has become a nightmare. I'll still support the homies, but I need significant time away from the game and drama.
I will be disappearing from spaces that are exclusively DBD content. I don't hate the people, but the environment has become a nightmare. I'll still support the homies, but I need significant time away from the game and drama.
November 20, 2025 at 11:14 PM
I think its time.
I will be disappearing from spaces that are exclusively DBD content. I don't hate the people, but the environment has become a nightmare. I'll still support the homies, but I need significant time away from the game and drama.
I will be disappearing from spaces that are exclusively DBD content. I don't hate the people, but the environment has become a nightmare. I'll still support the homies, but I need significant time away from the game and drama.
I need to work on my anxiety. Been dreading a meeting with HR for the past week. . . And it turns into an appreciation-fest with an actual promotion to full time (for the time being) and a raise. Here I am expecting worst case scenario. . . I need help y'all.
November 19, 2025 at 6:51 PM
I need to work on my anxiety. Been dreading a meeting with HR for the past week. . . And it turns into an appreciation-fest with an actual promotion to full time (for the time being) and a raise. Here I am expecting worst case scenario. . . I need help y'all.
This is sad. . . And no, this isn't about the viewer/lurker thing.
Its sad cause I haven't been able to be around as often as I'd like. I've only been live 4 times this month. Life and work are getting in the way right now, but I'm still here trying.
Its sad cause I haven't been able to be around as often as I'd like. I've only been live 4 times this month. Life and work are getting in the way right now, but I'm still here trying.
November 18, 2025 at 7:33 PM
This is sad. . . And no, this isn't about the viewer/lurker thing.
Its sad cause I haven't been able to be around as often as I'd like. I've only been live 4 times this month. Life and work are getting in the way right now, but I'm still here trying.
Its sad cause I haven't been able to be around as often as I'd like. I've only been live 4 times this month. Life and work are getting in the way right now, but I'm still here trying.
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This is back on. Since I had that ER visit, I had to pay for my own medication. I only got an inhaler out of it. No nausea or coughing meds. And I just- got sick again. My appointment is Thursday. Hoping to get Dramamine and peppermint candy.
I’ll turn this off on Friday.
I’ll turn this off on Friday.
November 18, 2025 at 12:01 AM
This is back on. Since I had that ER visit, I had to pay for my own medication. I only got an inhaler out of it. No nausea or coughing meds. And I just- got sick again. My appointment is Thursday. Hoping to get Dramamine and peppermint candy.
I’ll turn this off on Friday.
I’ll turn this off on Friday.
Call me old school, but I miss physically going to a meeting space and having face to face conversations instead of using an online equivalent. I understand the appeal and how easy it is, but I also like being able to fully disconnect afterwards. Does this make sense?
November 17, 2025 at 6:53 PM
Call me old school, but I miss physically going to a meeting space and having face to face conversations instead of using an online equivalent. I understand the appeal and how easy it is, but I also like being able to fully disconnect afterwards. Does this make sense?
I have never been the better person.
I want to become a better person.
I need to become a better person.
I will become a better person.
Small steps today.
Large leaps tomorrow.
Change doesn't happen in a day,
but change must happen.
I want to become a better person.
I need to become a better person.
I will become a better person.
Small steps today.
Large leaps tomorrow.
Change doesn't happen in a day,
but change must happen.
November 14, 2025 at 7:47 PM
I have never been the better person.
I want to become a better person.
I need to become a better person.
I will become a better person.
Small steps today.
Large leaps tomorrow.
Change doesn't happen in a day,
but change must happen.
I want to become a better person.
I need to become a better person.
I will become a better person.
Small steps today.
Large leaps tomorrow.
Change doesn't happen in a day,
but change must happen.
I redownloaded a clock app for the first time since early August today. If I've missed any videos/messages I sincerely apologize, I wasn't intentionally ignoring you. I have been trying to keep the rest of my life together. You know how it is.
November 12, 2025 at 9:27 PM
I redownloaded a clock app for the first time since early August today. If I've missed any videos/messages I sincerely apologize, I wasn't intentionally ignoring you. I have been trying to keep the rest of my life together. You know how it is.
Today is Veteran's Day, a day honoring veterans (and I am including active duty) in the US. Thank you for serving whether you wanted to or had to. Thank you to the families of veterans as well, because you too deal with hardships that come with service.
November 11, 2025 at 6:58 PM
Today is Veteran's Day, a day honoring veterans (and I am including active duty) in the US. Thank you for serving whether you wanted to or had to. Thank you to the families of veterans as well, because you too deal with hardships that come with service.
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A dumb sketch!✏️
Got to play Backseat Drivers with @geronimokiddo.bsky.social, @zombiepandemic.bsky.social & @spookycatkevin.bsky.social. I haven't laughed that hard in quite a while. That's a stream I won't forget!😂
Got to play Backseat Drivers with @geronimokiddo.bsky.social, @zombiepandemic.bsky.social & @spookycatkevin.bsky.social. I haven't laughed that hard in quite a while. That's a stream I won't forget!😂
November 11, 2025 at 3:02 PM
A dumb sketch!✏️
Got to play Backseat Drivers with @geronimokiddo.bsky.social, @zombiepandemic.bsky.social & @spookycatkevin.bsky.social. I haven't laughed that hard in quite a while. That's a stream I won't forget!😂
Got to play Backseat Drivers with @geronimokiddo.bsky.social, @zombiepandemic.bsky.social & @spookycatkevin.bsky.social. I haven't laughed that hard in quite a while. That's a stream I won't forget!😂
I need to go on a caffeine cleanse or something. Energy drinks are doing nothing again and I'm almost more exhausted than if I didnt drink them at all.
November 10, 2025 at 10:14 PM
I need to go on a caffeine cleanse or something. Energy drinks are doing nothing again and I'm almost more exhausted than if I didnt drink them at all.
Its kind of funny, I have to make sure I don't call my fellow techs at work "chat". I find myself about to slip so much these days.
November 9, 2025 at 5:58 PM
Its kind of funny, I have to make sure I don't call my fellow techs at work "chat". I find myself about to slip so much these days.
Hey! Are you tired of Hype Trains starting randomly instead of meeting a certain threshold? Well don't you worry, there's a funny little setting you can turn off for that! All you need to do is go to your Creator Dashboard, then Monetization>Community>Hype Train!
November 8, 2025 at 6:28 PM
Hey! Are you tired of Hype Trains starting randomly instead of meeting a certain threshold? Well don't you worry, there's a funny little setting you can turn off for that! All you need to do is go to your Creator Dashboard, then Monetization>Community>Hype Train!
"Oh no, Kevin's here."
Something I regularly hear at work. I don't believe its because I'm disliked, its because when I make an appearance something has gone terribly wrong. The statement isn't malicious in intent, but it does feel rough.
Something I regularly hear at work. I don't believe its because I'm disliked, its because when I make an appearance something has gone terribly wrong. The statement isn't malicious in intent, but it does feel rough.
November 7, 2025 at 5:55 PM
"Oh no, Kevin's here."
Something I regularly hear at work. I don't believe its because I'm disliked, its because when I make an appearance something has gone terribly wrong. The statement isn't malicious in intent, but it does feel rough.
Something I regularly hear at work. I don't believe its because I'm disliked, its because when I make an appearance something has gone terribly wrong. The statement isn't malicious in intent, but it does feel rough.
I understand the well intentions of "My DMs are open if you ever need to talk", but I will never take you up on your offer. The times I have opened up, I lost everything. So my burdens are my own, I will not bring friends or family into them.
I have lost that trust in people.
I have lost that trust in people.
November 6, 2025 at 10:26 PM
I understand the well intentions of "My DMs are open if you ever need to talk", but I will never take you up on your offer. The times I have opened up, I lost everything. So my burdens are my own, I will not bring friends or family into them.
I have lost that trust in people.
I have lost that trust in people.
I have 4 planned collabs that I will honor, but after they are finished I will be saying no more often or be selective due to time and expected workload at my job. I will be streaming less frequently, and I apologize for that. I have to get through this season.
November 6, 2025 at 6:53 PM
I have 4 planned collabs that I will honor, but after they are finished I will be saying no more often or be selective due to time and expected workload at my job. I will be streaming less frequently, and I apologize for that. I have to get through this season.
I'd be lying if I said the view count debacle happening wasn't bothering me. I know a lot of people have moved on, but its still something I worry about. It could be that I'm not putting forth the effort needed, but I am trying my best. For now, we'll keep marching forward.
November 5, 2025 at 8:33 PM
I'd be lying if I said the view count debacle happening wasn't bothering me. I know a lot of people have moved on, but its still something I worry about. It could be that I'm not putting forth the effort needed, but I am trying my best. For now, we'll keep marching forward.
I got a "promotion" at work. . .
Since 1. . . 2. . . 5 higher-ups are leaving within a month of each other, right before the holiday season.
Pray for me, I am not prepared for this.
Since 1. . . 2. . . 5 higher-ups are leaving within a month of each other, right before the holiday season.
Pray for me, I am not prepared for this.
"Can we talk?"
Sent a response, no answer.
I guess I didnt need sleep tonight. Anxiety is through the roof right now.
Sent a response, no answer.
I guess I didnt need sleep tonight. Anxiety is through the roof right now.
November 5, 2025 at 6:02 PM
I got a "promotion" at work. . .
Since 1. . . 2. . . 5 higher-ups are leaving within a month of each other, right before the holiday season.
Pray for me, I am not prepared for this.
Since 1. . . 2. . . 5 higher-ups are leaving within a month of each other, right before the holiday season.
Pray for me, I am not prepared for this.
"Can we talk?"
Sent a response, no answer.
I guess I didnt need sleep tonight. Anxiety is through the roof right now.
Sent a response, no answer.
I guess I didnt need sleep tonight. Anxiety is through the roof right now.
November 5, 2025 at 4:55 AM
"Can we talk?"
Sent a response, no answer.
I guess I didnt need sleep tonight. Anxiety is through the roof right now.
Sent a response, no answer.
I guess I didnt need sleep tonight. Anxiety is through the roof right now.
Is it just me or does everyone wake up unable to speak due to pain? Either that or I have to push twice as hard to vocalize. Usually passes between 10-30 minutes after waking up, but never asked anyone about it.
(I'm not talking sore throats, it is from speaking alone.)
(I'm not talking sore throats, it is from speaking alone.)
November 4, 2025 at 7:19 PM
Is it just me or does everyone wake up unable to speak due to pain? Either that or I have to push twice as hard to vocalize. Usually passes between 10-30 minutes after waking up, but never asked anyone about it.
(I'm not talking sore throats, it is from speaking alone.)
(I'm not talking sore throats, it is from speaking alone.)
Don't mind me, I woke up today and I'm going to make it everyone's problem
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November 3, 2025 at 7:31 PM
Don't mind me, I woke up today and I'm going to make it everyone's problem
As I get older, I realize that I don't burn bridges. I neglect them. Instead of reaching out and cherishing friendships, I tend to let them rot in a sea of uncertainty.
So I would like to apologize to both friends new and old. It's something I need to work on.
So I would like to apologize to both friends new and old. It's something I need to work on.
November 2, 2025 at 5:33 PM
As I get older, I realize that I don't burn bridges. I neglect them. Instead of reaching out and cherishing friendships, I tend to let them rot in a sea of uncertainty.
So I would like to apologize to both friends new and old. It's something I need to work on.
So I would like to apologize to both friends new and old. It's something I need to work on.
This is a test. I repeat, this is a test. There is nothing else here, only a test. There is no hidden meaning, there are no secrets. It is simply a test. Even if it wasn't a test, and I did hide something here, you wouldn't be able to figure it out. Because this is a test.
November 1, 2025 at 8:00 PM
This is a test. I repeat, this is a test. There is nothing else here, only a test. There is no hidden meaning, there are no secrets. It is simply a test. Even if it wasn't a test, and I did hide something here, you wouldn't be able to figure it out. Because this is a test.