Rather, if I had to make an uneducated guess, the falsetto you mentioned was likely intentionally adopted to be more like pure eunuchs emasculated before age 10.

Loving this episode. Though weighing in as a trans woman with functionally nonexistent testosterone. Unfortunately (to the dismay of many trans women/femmes) the changes to your vocal cords which you correctly mentioned are not reversed by low/no testosterone in the body.

Within the sapphic dating scene, feeling pushed into traditionally masc roles with regard to relationship dynamics. I'm not hyperfemme, but it feels like the implicit queer femme community kinda treats transwomen like femmboys (nothing against them, yes there is overlap, but not the same).

Feeling unsure with what "all" the just girl things are. I never had middle school/high-school and party girl experiences. I know girls do things for safety, among many other reasons (like go to the bathroom together, etc), but I'm never sure if I'm welcome to participate in these things.

An inexplicable and frustrating drive and need for attention and validation from cis-het men. I love queer men in my life they're and am a strongly sapphic bias bisexual, but I can't explain why I want what is so hard to get from the highest risk group to me.

Feeling like I'm a token pick in the group, and stuck between the cis men and women. When chatting with men I get ewphoria when I'm unconsciously treated as a woman (even by allies), but then feel like I don't have the experiences or developed interests to relate with women.

Knowing if I am welcome in women's spaces. Especially out in public. I always fear I'm not welcome, that I'm encroaching, and that I'm not seen as a woman and not invited.

Pretty sure I hit the same/similar wall last night. Definitely in a similar headspace. Hugs and hope for strength.

Ye!!! Life's busy but you get that lol