I want to rip my skin off I don't want to feel real I don't want to acknowledge the world I want an escape

hold me while i cry whisper nothings into my ear i dont deserve to feel this way

i hate my face i hate my smile i hate my eyes i hate my cheeks

ive been wanting to get high all week just to take my mind off it. ive done all my hobbies yet i come back to craving that vice. i dont pass at all bc of the fat in my waist and hips. even if it all went to my stomach, its still there. and its making my look ugly as shit

the answer ive come up with for myself is my eating disorder. it's, funnily enough, been eating at me this whole week. ive been binging and purging, weighing myself, imagining calories, all the bullshit.

its like rippung my hair off my god

I wish I was taller so that my weight would be healthy. I hate being trans so much.

I've never known what it's like to be skinny. Not consciously

So desperate to look beautiful that I'd start abusing coke

No normal person ever fantasizes about getting kidnapped and being starved to lose weight

No you don't 🙄🙄🙄

Money money money it's all about money I don't even matter what's the point