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Glass • Rudy's husband
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What was he going to do?

He stood there for way too long, thinking in silence. He couldn't leave things like this... so he followed his footsteps on the dirt.
November 17, 2025 at 2:26 AM
"Get your shit together Simon, no one's gonna do it for you. I care for you, you stupid bastard, is that not enough for you?" Was the last thing he said before leaving Simon there, back pressed against the wall.

Heart spilled on the ground, thoughts scattered in his skull.
November 17, 2025 at 2:26 AM
"So that's what all of this is about?" He looked down at the ground. "What do you feel for me?"

"Rodolfo I can—"

"Answer the damn question!" He raised his voice suddenly feeling more sober than ever.

He didn't respond.

"I see" He took another step back, staring at Simon.
November 17, 2025 at 2:26 AM
A few tears ran down Rudy's cheeks as he tried to make sense of it all.

"I ruin everything I touch, I don't want to ruin you too. But I'm weak, I can't just stand here and pretend I don't want you in my arms..." Rudy raised a hand, stopping him from saying anything else.
November 17, 2025 at 2:26 AM
Rodolfo's hands covered his face as he bent down, suddenly he began laughing, seemingly for no reason at all. This whole thing was driving him crazy.

"So, you don't want me near, but you kiss me like you've been wanting to for years. Make it make sense Simon"
November 17, 2025 at 2:26 AM
Rudy ran his fingers through his hair, confused. This man sent so many mixed signals it was impossible to know what he was thinking.

"Hijo de—" He stopped himself from finishing that sentence "Why did you make me believe you did all this time?"

"I don't want you near me"
November 17, 2025 at 2:26 AM
"You can't do this to me" He finally said as he took a step back, watching Ghost take off his mask, fully revealing his face to him like he had done many times before. "Look, I know you hate me, but this is cruel"

"Don't"

"What?"

"Say that, I don't hate you"
November 17, 2025 at 2:26 AM
Melting into the kiss as Ghost slowly let go of his wrists, he pressed his body to his, hands moving to the back of his head to keep him close. The kiss was sloppy, all teeth and tongue, spit running down their chins the moment they pulled away.

Rodolfo looked... hurt.
November 17, 2025 at 2:26 AM
He punched his chest repeatedly, trying to pull away but his strength was completely focused on keeping him in place, drunk Rudy was no match for Ghost at the moment.

Sure, he was a little dizzy himself, but he was way more sober than the other man.

He gave up.
November 17, 2025 at 2:26 AM
He was many things, but he couldn't bring himself to be that ruthless towards Rodolfo.

Rudy stumbled away, just a single step before he felt a hand grab his wrist and pull him back to crash their lips together.

He fought to pull away from the pain Ghost represented...
November 17, 2025 at 2:26 AM
Rudy's expression changing slowly, from pain to pure fury. Pushing Ghost back as if he could sink into the wall, as hard as his tired arms allowed him to before turning his back on him.

Ghost couldn't handle this for longer, to cause him this amount of pain was criminal.
November 17, 2025 at 2:26 AM
Of how much he trusted this man in such a short period of time. He remained quiet, staring down at a broken man pouring his heart out. He told himself it was better this way, so he waited, until he was done.

They stared at one another for a full two minutes of silence.
November 17, 2025 at 2:26 AM
"When will I be enough for you?"

He asked as if Ghost could give him an answer. He didn't say a word, he would rather be seen as the bad guy than telling Rudy the truth about what he had done. He was scared, scared of how fast and how hard he was falling.
November 17, 2025 at 2:26 AM
He looked down, not calculating the distance and touching the top of his head to Ghost's chest.

"I miss you more than I say I do" He whispered as he looked back up and slowly let go of the man he had come to love so hard in so little time and that still haunted him.
November 17, 2025 at 2:26 AM
Reached up a single gloved hand to caress his cheek as a single tear fell down.

"Don't fucking touch me" He grabbed his wrist and pinned his hand to his chest "Keep your hands to yourself. The worst part is that... I forgave you a long time ago, but I can't seem to forget you"
November 17, 2025 at 2:26 AM
but what about me? I didn't deserve a single goodbye? That only shows the amount of respect you have for me huh... How little you cared"

It pissed him off the way Ghost looked at him, like he was waiting for him to finish so he could finally leave, but no, he touched him.
November 17, 2025 at 2:26 AM
I've been asking myself if I did something wrong, but no, I've played the events in my head a hundred times, what did I do to push you away?" He paused for a moment, gathering his blurred thoughts "Nothing, I did nothing, you left because you were a fucking coward,
November 17, 2025 at 2:26 AM
"Rudy—"

"Don't, shush, let me do the talking corazón" He gulped, he seemed a little disoriented but there was a set to his jaw and a stare in his eyes that told him that he was also determined to not let him go so easily. "Todos estos chingados años, all these years...
November 17, 2025 at 2:26 AM
After a succesful mission it was only fair that they wanted to unwind for a moment, leave the stress behind if only for a few hours, blow off steam. That's how he ended up here, words slurred as he pressed the bigger man to the wall, right outside the safe house, a hidden corner.
November 17, 2025 at 2:26 AM
was left behind years ago. No one knew about it but the two of them, and Ghost didn't look like he wanted to address it at all, so why would he do it?

He didn't think he was going to, but only when he was not thinking straight did he actually do it, when the drinks kept flowing.
November 17, 2025 at 2:26 AM
He asked himself that question constantly, specially now, years later when they had met once again under the excuse that another mission needed of his presence, this time with a partner. Soap.

He wasn't jealous, was he? No, he couldn't be, whatever had happened between them
November 17, 2025 at 2:26 AM
Maybe he had been too excited, had pushed Ghost too hard to get involved, maybe he didn't wanna open up the way he did, maybe this thing had a timer above its head the whole time, since it began. Maybe it wasn't real...

He didn't know what it was, why did he leave?
November 17, 2025 at 2:26 AM
But good endings are a thing for fairytales only...

The mission ended and with that, their love seemingly died, or that's what Rudy believed when he woke up, injured and alone in the bed he had shared with him the last few weeks since they got together.

He blamed himself.
November 17, 2025 at 2:26 AM