YEP THE THIRD ONE IS FROM MY LAST POST LMAO CALLED IT

I think my emotions are all out of whack since I haven't talked with anyone in over a year and a half, and thinking about how him and I could have still been close if I hadn't shut myself down, that I could be the special person to him like I once was

Man thank you, this helps a lot, and it's hard I had no idea, it's the first time something like this has happened, I'm not a jealous person but oh boy did that shit burn like a fucking inferno, I've calmed down some now, I just don't know how to deal with weird new feelings lol, hopefully itll pass

I've never felt like this, I'm usually very in control of my feelings, I'm an avoidant attachment style so I'm wondering if this surge of positive, jealous feelings is the whole "I want this affection and I want it NOW but when/if I get it I'll distance and isolate myself again and repeat the cycle"

I don't know what the fuck I'm feeling, it's excitement and joy(?) But also fucking terror for some reason, and jealousy in wild proportions which is so fucking irrational and borderline abusive, I want to be his best friend again, I want to be his most important person, I want him back

The chest piece is stunning, such a cool idea!

Ofc 😌

That snow looks so insanely pristine oh my God I'm so jealous!!

Miss thing leave them eyes alone, keep yourself safe from eye patch pirate jokes 😔

Adore a chunk of stacked cuts ugh they're so pretty

Never too old to eat a happy meal, kid's meals are a state of mind 🙂‍↕️

I was wondering about that and wanted to ask about the dilemma of wanting to be strong and fit but having an ed, but like, something is better than nothing, there's always gonna be people that do things better than us

Tyyyy ☺

That's a great way to think about it, it can make exercise more appealing for those who don't like it, myself included, I want to exercise but I just rarely have the spoons for it, used to do a lot of physical work with my dad before he fucked off, I should start walking my doggos again, small steps

Oooh okay that makes sense, thanks for explaining! Gotta be fit to fight the fuck ass system hell yeah