i cant wait to get laid off again (MY LUCK IS AMAZING)

lmao ok maybe i do need to cut iff my family after all.... i thought it all got better after my wedding but the mistreatment is crazy rn. im anxious to tell my therapist abt this on tuesday i need to talk about it so bad 💔

girl whtvr bc i can't wait to go home and wash the grease ball feeling off and make my handsome husband a cute dinner, get a bath running for him & give him all the loves & king treatment bc it's peak szn at work which means it's 6 diff 12 hr shifts for him the next 6 weeks :( my poor blue collar bb

im so scared for what's coming next week... i've never been put under anesthetics before and to even have doctors work on me and not know what's going on with me until february (on my anniversary of being with my husband mind you) but at least i will finally get answers after so long

"i love your look today" WAS BACKHANDED FROM MY COWORKER BC ALL I DID WAS DRAW ON EYEBROWS AND PUT IN JEANS AND A COMFY BLOUSE TODAY (i pluck them so thin that they're a lil nonexistent)

how did i let a full group of people ruin something i truly used to love so much? unfortunately apart of rp i loved was having so many people be just as invested in what i was writing... in the sense that i didn't feel alone in writing.

i am madly in love with her though agh

i'd rp as her if i could easily tell people i don't want ships (id also have no emmett interactions) but also i fear i have trauma from rp in general atm....

how does one grieve over friends properly? i feel so... confused

whatever i get married in less than 2 months irl!!!! 🤍🤍

i just remembered my free will and how i can come here of all places (but no one's active 💔)

brian, sergey, and felix. you are so love by me and tea <3

i keep having dreams where they finally apologize...

i've arrived 🌟