Just because you don't understand it doesn't mean it doesn't exist. If you don't like what I say or feel, move on. It's kind of the point of this site, isn't it? What is troubling you that you feel justified in demeaning a stranger. Thought I got away from that behavior. Thanks for proving me wrong.

Maybe I should be clearer. Why is this posted on my comment?

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I have so much trauma from the memory of that day. I watched it all unfold like the nightmare that it was. Everyone should have to watch this and remember it.

I am actually experiencing moments of euphoria, too. A lifetime of abuse has ended for me in letting go.

Here is mine.

Day 1