for sure 🔥

I was legit so scared theyd reject my request this is so yippee

2 mins later my mom comes into my room and chucks a bunch of kitchen towels on my bed and asks me to fold them

at least its easy and I dont need to leave bed

tankuu, I shall try 🔥 I haven't been called to do anything yet so im trying to rest as much as possible in case I do need to start baking

might just say screw plans and make smth easy

I forgot I need to bake too. kms. period cramps this time are terrible and painkillers are doing jack diddly rn

luckily my dad will clean my washroom,, I cleared off all my stuff in it cause I feel bad

it has a bit luckily

yeah thats a good way of trying to get everything you want to say across, I used to write letters a lot too because saying stuff is hard,,, hopefully he understands

for some reason it takes so much longer for parents to understand asex/uality, my parents just dont get it at all either

introspection can lead to overthinking a lot somwtimes for me 🔥

this genuinely scares me btw but im ignoring it (handful worth of hair fell out again)

kind of like an ego death except nothing spiritual at all, just me becoming a husk of a being. ive slowly built myself up again from that but nowadays my own identity still feels,, not concrete I suppose. ive never felt human, and im fine with that now, I dont need to blend in to being smth im not

so about that

i got too lazy to draw all the skin cracks but they exist sill

they look bare without the cape