girl i’m addicted to this game it’s so cute 😭

thank you!! her name is clove and she is SO spoiled (as she should be) 🤭

and yes i am currently bawling my eyes out at 3 am, and yes optimism and vulnerability can really sting, but the sadness makes the mundane days feel like a sigh of relief and the good days feel like life has just begun. (4/?)

but at the end of the day, i know i would rather experience the pain of being let down time and time again, than to feel absolutely nothing at all. i would rather be myself and be laughed at than be a stranger who fits in. i would rather feel love and be hurt than to be safe and alone. (3/?)

i was begging for the universe to give me a thicker skin. to not trust so easily. to be more withdrawn, protected, defensive, safe. i was so sick and tired of wearing my heart on my sleeve, feeling the pain of being taken for granted, and still allowing myself to forgive the people who hurt me (2/?)

done!!

electric touch ALL THE WAY

fall out boy is my favorite band i will not tolerate electric touch slander ‼️

i refuse to apologize for the person i will become when rep tv comes out 🤭