stéfan
@stefanhoimes.bsky.social
🏳️⚧️🎶🐾 they/him
just a boring guy with a beautiful kitten.
using this app to capture life as the 'murican healthcare system completely fails me into a mental health tailspin. adventures in music and disability.
just a boring guy with a beautiful kitten.
using this app to capture life as the 'murican healthcare system completely fails me into a mental health tailspin. adventures in music and disability.
If you wanna know who the actual groomers in avg communities are...watch pretty much the entirety of Chris Hansen's career since c.2003.
Know how many 🏳️⚧️ predators he's caught in 20+yrs? ZERO.
How many cis men? Hundreds.
Know how many 🏳️⚧️ predators he's caught in 20+yrs? ZERO.
How many cis men? Hundreds.
March 23, 2025 at 1:56 AM
If you wanna know who the actual groomers in avg communities are...watch pretty much the entirety of Chris Hansen's career since c.2003.
Know how many 🏳️⚧️ predators he's caught in 20+yrs? ZERO.
How many cis men? Hundreds.
Know how many 🏳️⚧️ predators he's caught in 20+yrs? ZERO.
How many cis men? Hundreds.
Friend: if you do the thing, I'll haunt your ghost w CATS[musical] 24/7 on a vuvuzela until I join you when I croak
Me: you don't even believe in ghosts
F: Or vuvuzelas
M: wait but living people can't haunt dead people. That's not how haunting works
F: fuck should I know? I don't believe in ghosts
Me: you don't even believe in ghosts
F: Or vuvuzelas
M: wait but living people can't haunt dead people. That's not how haunting works
F: fuck should I know? I don't believe in ghosts
March 16, 2025 at 6:33 AM
Friend: if you do the thing, I'll haunt your ghost w CATS[musical] 24/7 on a vuvuzela until I join you when I croak
Me: you don't even believe in ghosts
F: Or vuvuzelas
M: wait but living people can't haunt dead people. That's not how haunting works
F: fuck should I know? I don't believe in ghosts
Me: you don't even believe in ghosts
F: Or vuvuzelas
M: wait but living people can't haunt dead people. That's not how haunting works
F: fuck should I know? I don't believe in ghosts
My socials have been very treatment heavy lately & less on music...but I had a tiny musical success yesterday. 30ish mins on 2 horns. Haven't been able to switch in over a year comfortably and more than I've been able to play without a breakdown most of the time. I'll take it.
March 8, 2025 at 1:09 AM
My socials have been very treatment heavy lately & less on music...but I had a tiny musical success yesterday. 30ish mins on 2 horns. Haven't been able to switch in over a year comfortably and more than I've been able to play without a breakdown most of the time. I'll take it.
One of the best things I do for my MH is bring a paper book to a very abandoned wooden river pier & read until dusk. It's my escape the world spot. I've read several the past few weeks & in the middle of re-reading my fave. 1st x since right before..bookmark was still in my copy after almost 10yrs.
March 8, 2025 at 12:53 AM
One of the best things I do for my MH is bring a paper book to a very abandoned wooden river pier & read until dusk. It's my escape the world spot. I've read several the past few weeks & in the middle of re-reading my fave. 1st x since right before..bookmark was still in my copy after almost 10yrs.
amerikkka is the place immigrants come for a better life... only to die poorer than the countries we came from.
January 30, 2025 at 7:45 PM
amerikkka is the place immigrants come for a better life... only to die poorer than the countries we came from.
Someone today said 'if you're not scared, you're privileged'
They're Jewish.
They're Jewish.
January 27, 2025 at 8:49 PM
Someone today said 'if you're not scared, you're privileged'
They're Jewish.
They're Jewish.
If the regime is claiming to not be #nazis, why are they behaving as such? Confiscating documents, raiding cities, forcing people into hiding or to flee, disrupting lives for minorities, deportations. Guess who else did that. It didn't end well.
Wake up.
Wake up.
January 26, 2025 at 2:27 AM
If the regime is claiming to not be #nazis, why are they behaving as such? Confiscating documents, raiding cities, forcing people into hiding or to flee, disrupting lives for minorities, deportations. Guess who else did that. It didn't end well.
Wake up.
Wake up.
Sometimes, the only solution is cracking into my emergency freezer ouzo hoping that my people's very strong water is enough to knock me out. Don't really drink much, but fuck it up is down& sideways is purple. Maybe going to IOP still drunk will finally get my supports to hear me screaming for help.
January 24, 2025 at 12:08 AM
Sometimes, the only solution is cracking into my emergency freezer ouzo hoping that my people's very strong water is enough to knock me out. Don't really drink much, but fuck it up is down& sideways is purple. Maybe going to IOP still drunk will finally get my supports to hear me screaming for help.
There are more than two genders. The felon's statements are factually incorrect.
January 22, 2025 at 12:54 PM
There are more than two genders. The felon's statements are factually incorrect.
To anyone accusing me of 'collecting' marginalized identities..lol really? I was unfortunately born with all of them except the disabled part, which was forced on me via attempted homicide. So yea, f off.
January 21, 2025 at 11:31 PM
To anyone accusing me of 'collecting' marginalized identities..lol really? I was unfortunately born with all of them except the disabled part, which was forced on me via attempted homicide. So yea, f off.
Hating or fearing your neighbors is the most #unamerican thing anyone could possibly do. This isn't the country my family came here for.
January 21, 2025 at 3:31 PM
Hating or fearing your neighbors is the most #unamerican thing anyone could possibly do. This isn't the country my family came here for.
Every time a doc asks me who the current POTUS is, I will defiantly respond "a fucking fascist". And since I live in Philly, that will be the only acceptable answer.
I see my neurologist tomorrow.
I see my neurologist tomorrow.
January 20, 2025 at 7:58 PM
Every time a doc asks me who the current POTUS is, I will defiantly respond "a fucking fascist". And since I live in Philly, that will be the only acceptable answer.
I see my neurologist tomorrow.
I see my neurologist tomorrow.
Monday is my 10 year #HRT birthday. I'm pretty pissed to not be celebrating it in DC inaugurating the 1st woman president with a bunch of queer musicians. #fucktrump #fuckfascism #queerandPROUD
January 18, 2025 at 2:09 PM
Monday is my 10 year #HRT birthday. I'm pretty pissed to not be celebrating it in DC inaugurating the 1st woman president with a bunch of queer musicians. #fucktrump #fuckfascism #queerandPROUD
Two concerts back-to-back today..aannnnndddd GO!
January 18, 2025 at 2:01 PM
Two concerts back-to-back today..aannnnndddd GO!
Needing labs with a 12hr fast isn't great for an eating disorder. Going 16hrs without food because of it and prob won't eat anything today.
January 16, 2025 at 12:49 PM
Needing labs with a 12hr fast isn't great for an eating disorder. Going 16hrs without food because of it and prob won't eat anything today.
Woke up to the news of another friend gone. Bipolar disorder can honestly get fucked. I'm so sick of this damn illness taking people so young.
January 15, 2025 at 12:11 PM
Woke up to the news of another friend gone. Bipolar disorder can honestly get fucked. I'm so sick of this damn illness taking people so young.
Stoned 2.30am thought: what if I'm flying higher than I have in years is bc it's being extra fueled by a bunch of life-changing shit like being able to see clearly again? I usually cycle through around NYD from holiday musician schedule, but took my 1st break ever & didn't do much this year. Fuccckk
January 14, 2025 at 7:27 AM
Stoned 2.30am thought: what if I'm flying higher than I have in years is bc it's being extra fueled by a bunch of life-changing shit like being able to see clearly again? I usually cycle through around NYD from holiday musician schedule, but took my 1st break ever & didn't do much this year. Fuccckk
Also just had my last rehearsal before a concert & that manic energy made a really long/high sustained shimmer marked at pp actually ok for the 1st time all season. Amazing what blacking in & out could do for my playing. Fuck this illness, but there are some +s. Can't focus enough to hate myself 🤷🏼♂️
January 14, 2025 at 3:01 AM
Also just had my last rehearsal before a concert & that manic energy made a really long/high sustained shimmer marked at pp actually ok for the 1st time all season. Amazing what blacking in & out could do for my playing. Fuck this illness, but there are some +s. Can't focus enough to hate myself 🤷🏼♂️
Who needs cocaine when your early warning signs for mania are largely ignored & you're now flyyyyying? #bipolar #whoneedssleep?
January 14, 2025 at 2:55 AM
Who needs cocaine when your early warning signs for mania are largely ignored & you're now flyyyyying? #bipolar #whoneedssleep?
I've decided to primarily switch to they/them pronouns. 20yrs ago I always knew I'd revisit when I was around a safe enough community to come back out..& I have that now. The most affirming & diverse chosen family I could've never imagined having. I'm a lucky bastard. I celebrate 10yrs on T in a wk.
January 13, 2025 at 5:10 AM
I've decided to primarily switch to they/them pronouns. 20yrs ago I always knew I'd revisit when I was around a safe enough community to come back out..& I have that now. The most affirming & diverse chosen family I could've never imagined having. I'm a lucky bastard. I celebrate 10yrs on T in a wk.
One of my least favorite mania symptoms is this uncomfortable urge to just aimlessly pace around my tiny apt. For hours. And still not manage to be tired enough to sleep. I paced for at least 3hrs straight before I realized it. And I still don't feel like I even need sleep. I hate this illness.
January 13, 2025 at 4:28 AM
One of my least favorite mania symptoms is this uncomfortable urge to just aimlessly pace around my tiny apt. For hours. And still not manage to be tired enough to sleep. I paced for at least 3hrs straight before I realized it. And I still don't feel like I even need sleep. I hate this illness.
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If you look up jail deaths and go state by state you will see a common thread. Many are young adults (pre trial) who die or are over age 45-48 who die medical neglect. Neglect that is “mysterious” so they claim.
January 12, 2025 at 12:46 AM
If you look up jail deaths and go state by state you will see a common thread. Many are young adults (pre trial) who die or are over age 45-48 who die medical neglect. Neglect that is “mysterious” so they claim.
my queer/heteroflexible pipeline went to 'gender is pointless smoke a joint' #weightlifted
January 11, 2025 at 3:49 PM
my queer/heteroflexible pipeline went to 'gender is pointless smoke a joint' #weightlifted
#disabledlife is when nothing and everything goes wrong..at the same time.
January 11, 2025 at 3:17 PM
#disabledlife is when nothing and everything goes wrong..at the same time.
58 denials for treatment out of 59 calls to different facilities in the span of 11.5mos in the US's birthplace is livin' the #AmericanDream 👏🏼👏🏼 A+Work!
#DisabledLife #MedicareWhileYoung #GreatestCountryInTheWorld #HelpImInDanger #AboutToGetEvenWorse #FuckTrump #bottomtext
#DisabledLife #MedicareWhileYoung #GreatestCountryInTheWorld #HelpImInDanger #AboutToGetEvenWorse #FuckTrump #bottomtext
January 11, 2025 at 2:44 AM
58 denials for treatment out of 59 calls to different facilities in the span of 11.5mos in the US's birthplace is livin' the #AmericanDream 👏🏼👏🏼 A+Work!
#DisabledLife #MedicareWhileYoung #GreatestCountryInTheWorld #HelpImInDanger #AboutToGetEvenWorse #FuckTrump #bottomtext
#DisabledLife #MedicareWhileYoung #GreatestCountryInTheWorld #HelpImInDanger #AboutToGetEvenWorse #FuckTrump #bottomtext