Also im getting into more horror movies more often and i find myself less scared of it, interestingly enough

pluto squaring ur ruling asc planet truly changes you idk... damn idk who i was before pluto made contact

Is this the saturn side popping out 😂

Girl why u think so i am notttt ready 😩😩

Im also more worried and feeling susceptible to my inner criticism that i needed to step back now and then with this fic. But i feel like the saturn influence is also making my question what it is im truly writing for (fame or myself) which is, in true saturn fashion

The new fic im writing is during the moon-neptune-saturn conjunction, and idk how but even when i personally dont have a saturn conjunct moon in my chart, i feel like i could feel it when i write. Im a lot more slower and deliberate with my writing, which feels crazy new to me

One of my fics that turned really popular out of nowhere (something that came out of left field for me) was when i noticed fama asteroid conjunct asc, and it had a lot of fame degrees. Not to mention venus conjunct sun in 5th, trining jupiter conj moon 😭😭😭 like wow it writes itself

Ive never liked censorship and the 1984 novel had alr given many reasons why this is all bad

This is the equivalent of saying 'just move on be happy' to someone mentally ill. Man. I'd kill to have exalted moon's ease if only it was that simple

Like im sry i cant take that seriously coming from soneone with an exalted moon 😭😭 any other moons is fine but to say 'just move on from your emotional turmoil' like ok mind your business

Like i would restrict myself for no reason, or very unnecessary reasons like 'its not dinner time yet' and im hungry or hypoglycemic 😭😭 its unpredictable at times but i consider food very important and nourishing to me

Ive also heard 2h saturn placement affects this (just as how jupiter would i imagine). I have both saturn and jup in 2h and i absolutely love food and the culinary culture. But my deb moon and saturn 2h sometimes makes me starve??

That sounds amazing omg 😩😩

I feel this sm 😭😭 u either deal with the side effects of meds or rawdog at life with ur mental health