no one wants to go out for mother's day brunch so i guess i'm just gonna get a haircut and bring the asian lady boba and flowers.

the way elle dissociated a bit and then said, "I'm never going to be good enough for you, am I?" is pretty much me on a weekly basis

it was just revealed to me that "i only find fulfillment in being a good friend" is just the savior complex but with more words and unfortunately i'm not sure if that's good or bad.

my bus driver on my new route remembered me from when i used to take a different route 2+ years ago, and honestly i don't deserve to be loved like that.

jiraya would have loved onlyfans.

this meeting could have been a duel.

fuck this moment in between is a long one

one of my recent sources of power is being feared because of the possibility of showing up to a function, in which a very specific person does not want me in attendance solely because to them, i am "accountability incarnate" and everyone knows it.

my supervisor admitted that he was wrong about his first impression of me that made me appear unengaged during meetings, but quickly figured out that he preferred not hear me speak on things like how he fucking sucks at his role.

still got my raise too.

i'm feeling pretty lordless rn so i do a little ronin era to prevent crashing out at my fellow samurai

whenever I feel like shit or not good enough, I hop onto tekken ranked to make sure

i finally started watching severance last night, and now today at work someone told me that they are having an "empathy meeting" next week. get me the fuck out of here.