Nobody Special
@stoicstella.bsky.social
Me attempting to teach self-advocacy skills to children, telling them with authority to stand up for themselves in a way I myself would never do for myself. "Don't you deserve to get what you asked for?" Thinking quietly in my mind...
May 13, 2025 at 10:54 PM
Me attempting to teach self-advocacy skills to children, telling them with authority to stand up for themselves in a way I myself would never do for myself. "Don't you deserve to get what you asked for?" Thinking quietly in my mind...
Not getting out of bed today unless it catches on fire.
May 10, 2025 at 2:52 PM
Not getting out of bed today unless it catches on fire.
I wish I'd never gone back to school. What was even the point? Momentum with no sense of direction isn't necessarily motion in the right direction. Now where am I?
May 3, 2025 at 12:50 AM
I wish I'd never gone back to school. What was even the point? Momentum with no sense of direction isn't necessarily motion in the right direction. Now where am I?
The truth is I DO regret my bad choices and the consequences they bring... just not enough to change my behavior.
April 23, 2025 at 7:58 PM
The truth is I DO regret my bad choices and the consequences they bring... just not enough to change my behavior.
Current anxiety level = the feeling I've swallowed ten live bees, and they are buzzing around my insides, occasionally stinging me.
April 19, 2025 at 1:02 PM
Current anxiety level = the feeling I've swallowed ten live bees, and they are buzzing around my insides, occasionally stinging me.
I nag and neg myself all day.. and accomplish nothing. Me to me: "why don't you do your fu<[1ng job?" Also me:
April 13, 2025 at 3:18 AM
I nag and neg myself all day.. and accomplish nothing. Me to me: "why don't you do your fu<[1ng job?" Also me:
If I wasn't always tired, irritable, and suffering from inexplicable gastrointestinal distress... I'd probably notice I was going to start my period before it happened.
Probably...
Probably...
March 24, 2025 at 10:25 PM
If I wasn't always tired, irritable, and suffering from inexplicable gastrointestinal distress... I'd probably notice I was going to start my period before it happened.
Probably...
Probably...
I feel so defeated. Less than 48 hours until I have to take this exam and I feel no more ready than when I started studying.
March 21, 2025 at 4:16 AM
I feel so defeated. Less than 48 hours until I have to take this exam and I feel no more ready than when I started studying.
I'm studying to take the PECT exam. Don't really know where to start with studying. Everything you learned in the last 4 years seems a little broad. Looking over the material is beginning to make me queasy.
March 19, 2025 at 11:58 PM
I'm studying to take the PECT exam. Don't really know where to start with studying. Everything you learned in the last 4 years seems a little broad. Looking over the material is beginning to make me queasy.
"Tonight, I will make tear-water tea," Owl said.
March 5, 2025 at 4:24 PM
"Tonight, I will make tear-water tea," Owl said.
I will make it through the end of this fieldwork and get a degree. I will pass my exams. I will get a job that will pay me enough to support myself. I can do these things.
February 7, 2025 at 1:26 AM
I will make it through the end of this fieldwork and get a degree. I will pass my exams. I will get a job that will pay me enough to support myself. I can do these things.
Well... that sums up my day, I guess.
January 26, 2025 at 2:48 AM
Well... that sums up my day, I guess.
Staying up super late, even though you are tired, just because going to sleep makes tomorrow come faster and you are already pre-procrastinating on the tasks you'll need to do, is not a healthy life choice. In case that comes up in your life.
January 25, 2025 at 7:47 AM
Staying up super late, even though you are tired, just because going to sleep makes tomorrow come faster and you are already pre-procrastinating on the tasks you'll need to do, is not a healthy life choice. In case that comes up in your life.
I slept for 12 hours last night. I went to sleep at 11 and woke up at 11. It's the longest I've slept in months. I felt really sleepy but I didn't know I was that tired!
Three cheers for snow days!
Three cheers for snow days!
January 22, 2025 at 4:51 PM
I slept for 12 hours last night. I went to sleep at 11 and woke up at 11. It's the longest I've slept in months. I felt really sleepy but I didn't know I was that tired!
Three cheers for snow days!
Three cheers for snow days!
I'm really upset with myself. I just can't seem to force myself to dig up the minimum amount of motivation to begin even the most basic of tasks. I can't do anything I need to get done. I just want to be inanimate. Why am I like this?
January 20, 2025 at 9:25 PM
I'm really upset with myself. I just can't seem to force myself to dig up the minimum amount of motivation to begin even the most basic of tasks. I can't do anything I need to get done. I just want to be inanimate. Why am I like this?
With the stress of starting student teaching yesterday, I forgot to play my NYT games... bummer.... what a stupid way to lose my streak.
January 15, 2025 at 9:09 PM
With the stress of starting student teaching yesterday, I forgot to play my NYT games... bummer.... what a stupid way to lose my streak.