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STRANGER.EXE @strangerexe.bsky.social · 17m

I've cut myself off.
I can feel the place where I used to be attached. It's raw, as when you grate your finger. It's a shredded mess of images. It hurts.

STRANGER.EXE @strangerexe.bsky.social · 1h

He is like a dog who can no longer be touched without showing his teeth.

STRANGER.EXE @strangerexe.bsky.social · 2h

Well, as for now I'm gonna hear the saddest songs
And sit alone and wonder how you're making out
But as for me, I wish that I was anywhere with anyone making out

STRANGER.EXE @strangerexe.bsky.social · 3h

Something's died in me.
It took a long time for it to do it, but it's dead.
You've killed something, just like you'd took an axe to it.
Everything is dirt now.

STRANGER.EXE @strangerexe.bsky.social · 4h

I sit with my grief. I mother it. I hold its small, hot hand. I don’t say, shhh. I don’t say, it’s okay. I wait until it is done having feelings. Then we stand and we go wash the dishes.

STRANGER.EXE @strangerexe.bsky.social · 5h

And if I don’t meet you no more in this world then I’ll, I’ll meet you in the next one and don’t be late, don’t be late...

STRANGER.EXE @strangerexe.bsky.social · 6h

When will I give up
my love of pain?
When I am equal to the whole world.
When I roll over,
and the empty sky is perfect.

STRANGER.EXE @strangerexe.bsky.social · 7h

Put it on the right track, get it right back
A message from my heart it's too loud to stay apart
So put it on the right track, steal it right back
It's high time now

STRANGER.EXE @strangerexe.bsky.social · 8h

I THINK YOU ARE GOING TO EAT MY HEART OUT. I THINK I'M GOING TO LET YOU.

STRANGER.EXE @strangerexe.bsky.social · 9h

I settle for a ghost I never knew
Super paradise I held on to

STRANGER.EXE @strangerexe.bsky.social · 10h

I will eat you alive
I will eat you alive
I will eat you alive
I will eat you alive
There'll be no more lies
There'll be no more lies
There'll be no more lies
There'll be no more lies

STRANGER.EXE @strangerexe.bsky.social · 11h

We dream and dream of being seen as we really are and then finally someone looks at us and sees us truly and we fail to measure up.

STRANGER.EXE @strangerexe.bsky.social · 12h

Now we'll leave the silver city 'cause all the silver girls
Gave us black dreams
Leave the silver city 'cause all the silver girls
Everything means everything

STRANGER.EXE @strangerexe.bsky.social · 13h

You made a mistake with me
There's no going back now
In health and in sickness,
I'll always be with you in our grotesque history!

STRANGER.EXE @strangerexe.bsky.social · 14h

I lived as a monster, my only hope is to die like a child.

STRANGER.EXE @strangerexe.bsky.social · 15h

what's the price of being obsessed with the dead?

STRANGER.EXE @strangerexe.bsky.social · 16h

I'll be over here lying near the ocean
Making ocean sounds
Let me know if you can come over
And work the controls for a while

STRANGER.EXE @strangerexe.bsky.social · 17h

Nothing's good, nothing's right, but I love you
Nothing's good, nothing's right, but I love you

STRANGER.EXE @strangerexe.bsky.social · 18h

But first
I am digging myself out of this hole
I love your eyes
The way they look when you're uncomfortable

STRANGER.EXE @strangerexe.bsky.social · 19h

The world's loneliest whale sings the loudest song.

STRANGER.EXE @strangerexe.bsky.social · 20h

I don't want to be here. I don't want to be anywhere, really,
Except for my dreams, the place I go where I close my eyes.

STRANGER.EXE @strangerexe.bsky.social · 21h

you don't love me, you never loved me. you don't care, you never cared. you don't want me, you never did.

STRANGER.EXE @strangerexe.bsky.social · 22h

IDEALLY HERE WOULD BE AN IMAGE OF YOU

STRANGER.EXE @strangerexe.bsky.social · 23h

How much can you fit under your skin?
How much can you fit under your skin?
I wish you were dead, babe, I wish you were dead
I can fit two, I can fit two

STRANGER.EXE @strangerexe.bsky.social · 1d

Funny thing about grief, its hold is so bright and determined like a flame, like something almost worth living for.