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STRANGER.EXE @strangerexe.bsky.social · 4m

EVERYTHING WE DEEPLY LOVE, WILL BE A PART OF US FOREVER.

STRANGER.EXE @strangerexe.bsky.social · 1h

Maybe we'll talk it out inside a car
With rain falling around us
We all know this rain is hard to take

STRANGER.EXE @strangerexe.bsky.social · 2h

Of course I can talk.
I can talk forever and ever about how it was Lucas's fault I wound up in trouble.
Lucas did it.
Lucas did it.
Lucas did it.
Lucas did it.

STRANGER.EXE @strangerexe.bsky.social · 3h

Waiting for the night to crawl into your heart
A party in a warehouse loft to keep you calm
But this is not the way it always used to seem
And this isn't original for you and me

STRANGER.EXE @strangerexe.bsky.social · 4h

I tend to my sadness like a wound each day.

STRANGER.EXE @strangerexe.bsky.social · 5h

TO SURVIVE, I HAD TO KILL HER INSIDE ME.

STRANGER.EXE @strangerexe.bsky.social · 6h

That summer I did not go crazy
but I wore
very close
very close
to the bone.

STRANGER.EXE @strangerexe.bsky.social · 7h

God loves me and there's nothing I can do about it.

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STRANGER.EXE @strangerexe.bsky.social · 8h

It is difficult to explain I do not hate my shame.
I return to it as a dog.

STRANGER.EXE @strangerexe.bsky.social · 9h

Hi everyone, I'm just writing to say that today felt like the first day of my life. It was a normal day, but there was something very subtle, strange, and new about it.

STRANGER.EXE @strangerexe.bsky.social · 10h

I gave you everything, but I, I couldn't give enough
Then you threw stones at me
And said that they were thrown in love

STRANGER.EXE @strangerexe.bsky.social · 11h

I HAD THE CHANCE TO TREAT YOU THE WAY YOU TREATED ME.
I WALKED AWAY.

STRANGER.EXE @strangerexe.bsky.social · 12h

You are a prisoner to your own ghosts.

STRANGER.EXE @strangerexe.bsky.social · 13h

It takes me days to recover after a dream with you in it.
Hope you're doing well.

STRANGER.EXE @strangerexe.bsky.social · 14h

I complete five crosswords a day because it stops the panic. Trucks are downshifting on Main Street. Most of what I do I do to stop the panic.

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STRANGER.EXE @strangerexe.bsky.social · 15h

Let her treat you like a criminal
So you can treat her like a priest
Girls forgive my human mind
Girls forgive me one more time

STRANGER.EXE @strangerexe.bsky.social · 16h

KEEP ME TOGETHER
DO NOT ABANDON ME
HOLD MY BONES TOGETHER

STRANGER.EXE @strangerexe.bsky.social · 17h

Same, same, same, same, same, same, same
Same things over again
Same food, same drinks, same things you think
Get attached to the wrong group of friends

STRANGER.EXE @strangerexe.bsky.social · 18h

I would wait a life time
And I would wait for you
And I would wait the life time
And I would wait for you

STRANGER.EXE @strangerexe.bsky.social · 19h

And it is no big surprise you turned out this way
The spark in your eyes, the look on your face
I will not be brave

STRANGER.EXE @strangerexe.bsky.social · 20h

I've cut myself off.
I can feel the place where I used to be attached. It's raw, as when you grate your finger. It's a shredded mess of images. It hurts.

STRANGER.EXE @strangerexe.bsky.social · 21h

He is like a dog who can no longer be touched without showing his teeth.

STRANGER.EXE @strangerexe.bsky.social · 22h

Well, as for now I'm gonna hear the saddest songs
And sit alone and wonder how you're making out
But as for me, I wish that I was anywhere with anyone making out

STRANGER.EXE @strangerexe.bsky.social · 23h

Something's died in me.
It took a long time for it to do it, but it's dead.
You've killed something, just like you'd took an axe to it.
Everything is dirt now.

STRANGER.EXE @strangerexe.bsky.social · 1d

I sit with my grief. I mother it. I hold its small, hot hand. I don’t say, shhh. I don’t say, it’s okay. I wait until it is done having feelings. Then we stand and we go wash the dishes.