fuck this bitch for making me cry and being such a cunt on my first day back at work

don't want to fucking bother with work today

feel like i should clarify: being with him isn't tied to my survival

he knows how to cheer me up when im at my lowest, makes my days brighter, gives me hope for the future

i would likely manage without him, it's just that being with him makes things a bit easier for me

i love him <3

tbh if it wasn't for my fiancé, i think the waitlist time would kill me off

still could, but it's not as "tempting" shall we say