It’s so hard. And like for what

I feel this down to my very bones

Long form fills a different need for me but I still do want eyes on the projects that I create. And I’m not one of those guys who create a video essay and gets a million views.

I’ve yet to even hit my 2nd 100k view video.

Then i promise myself I can stop filming whenever. But basically I go well it was a fucking pain in the ass putting on makeup and nails. I might as well see this through to the end.

Rinse and repeat for every video I’ve ever done.

Oh god i forgot about double shield 😂