Not slug

Clara isn't even really that tiny, haha, sakura's just ridiculous

Thankyou <3

Thankyou <3 *Big hug* <3

This shit would give me anxiety, i want store employees to pretend i don't exist unless i very clearly come up to them to ask a question.

Man this sucks, that game is super good.

Seeing this reminded me of "Worse Dying Grandpa" which always cracks me up super hard.

It's hard because i live more than an hour's drive from any place that would do that, and i don't like driving, i barely like leaving my house.

Sometimes his pupils get wide but it might just be him going into like hunting mode? I haven't noticed anything with his skin or fur though.

Thanks, yeah i'll try get one.

Usually this kind of thing makes me laugh and feel better but it's not doing it today.

I just don't know what to do. Drawing was kinda the only thing i had, it was a big part of how i stayed in touch with people.

I broke up with a boyfriend of nearly a decade a few months back. I still feel absolutely awful and miserable about it even though i know i did the right thing. I just hate myself so much and it's all i can think about unless i distract myself.

I feel super alone all the time, even though i have friends i talk to every day. I tend to naturally resist hanging out with people, i get exhausted and frustrated super fast by social stuff. I like being alone but i don't know how good it is for me.

I don't even know what i want from my art anymore. I used to want to tell stories but i gave up on that, i was happy just doing pinup style stuff but i don't know if i enjoy it anymore, i don't know what the hell to do. I just feel depressed all the damn time.

My particular blend of ADHD means that i basically need to get a picture done in one sitting or i get super frustrated with it, My Aphantasia means i'm pretty much stuck using designdoll to plan things out, i can't really sketch freehand, it just frustrates me and feels like a waste of time.

It's been about... 8 months so far? I've been trying to give him his space. He seems to get upset if i leave him alone for too long though.

I'm sick of getting hurt by the people/pets i just want to love and get love from.