ugh this day is horrendous

workout gunned me down, I was supposed to work for the last two hours and I just doomscrolled and did absolutely nothing, not even play games, pure lack of dopamine

I think I did not quite catch the depth of my loneliness until I spent 3 days kinda reconnecting with things I used to enjoy regularly, realized I had no one to talk with about these things, and that I *used to* actually

puts everything in perspective

I wonder why I've been tired these last few days and then I remember my mental health was pretty much hitting rock bottom lately

teardrop 💧

rebuilding my core algorithm is pain

welcome to this little account of mine ! I was thinking about making myself another identity on the internet to try and navigate through my existential crisis for the last few days, but today I had a massive mental breakdown and that confirmed that idea so here I am lmaooo