ᴬᵈᵒᵖᵗ ᵗʰⁱˢ ᵖᵒᵒʳ ˢᵘⁱᶜⁱᵈᵃˡ ᶠʳᵉᵃᵏ
@su1c1de-fr3ak.bsky.social
[‼️ADULTS ONLY‼️] Viewer discretion is advised - this is where I talk about some of my dark thoughts. Just block me if I'm too upsetting...If this account gets deleted at least my voice will echo in the void forever more. DEAD BEFORE 30!!!
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I TALK ABOUT DARK AND MORBID THINGS:
>SELF HARM
>MENTAL ILLNESS
>GENDER DYSPHORIA
>GENERAL DARK THOUGHTS
THIS ACCOUNT IS NOT SEXUAL IN NATURE.
PLEASE BE RESPECTFUL.
I TALK ABOUT DARK AND MORBID THINGS:
>SELF HARM
>MENTAL ILLNESS
>GENDER DYSPHORIA
>GENERAL DARK THOUGHTS
THIS ACCOUNT IS NOT SEXUAL IN NATURE.
PLEASE BE RESPECTFUL.
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I think I will go lay down on the train tracks and just wait for the train to hit me one of these days. I hate this shitty world, I hate people, I want the suffering to end with me.
January 17, 2026 at 11:59 PM
I think I will go lay down on the train tracks and just wait for the train to hit me one of these days. I hate this shitty world, I hate people, I want the suffering to end with me.
I HATE MY MOM SO FUCKING MUCH SHE CANT EVEN BE RELIABLE FOR 2 SECONDS
January 17, 2026 at 3:47 PM
I HATE MY MOM SO FUCKING MUCH SHE CANT EVEN BE RELIABLE FOR 2 SECONDS
I HATE MY MOM SO FUCKING MUCH WE'RE STARVING AND SHE DOESNT GIVE A FUCK
January 15, 2026 at 9:03 PM
I HATE MY MOM SO FUCKING MUCH WE'RE STARVING AND SHE DOESNT GIVE A FUCK
In all seriousness though, I really want to be sterilized. I know it's odd but it's in part due to dysphoria. I HATE HAVING THESE ORGANS (reproductive) INSIDE OF ME. it's utterly uncomfortable and I hate being able to feel them...
January 13, 2026 at 2:34 AM
In all seriousness though, I really want to be sterilized. I know it's odd but it's in part due to dysphoria. I HATE HAVING THESE ORGANS (reproductive) INSIDE OF ME. it's utterly uncomfortable and I hate being able to feel them...
I need someone to sterilize me like a stray cat. Come and cut my disgusting organs out and make me sterile meow~ :3
January 13, 2026 at 2:32 AM
I need someone to sterilize me like a stray cat. Come and cut my disgusting organs out and make me sterile meow~ :3
Dumb shitty sketch (not used to drawing gore) WOWEEE
Should there have been more blood? Probably xp
Oh well, I've come a long wayyyyyy
Used modern mspaint for this; I HATE MODERN MSPAINT!!!
Should there have been more blood? Probably xp
Oh well, I've come a long wayyyyyy
Used modern mspaint for this; I HATE MODERN MSPAINT!!!
January 11, 2026 at 8:56 PM
Dumb shitty sketch (not used to drawing gore) WOWEEE
Should there have been more blood? Probably xp
Oh well, I've come a long wayyyyyy
Used modern mspaint for this; I HATE MODERN MSPAINT!!!
Should there have been more blood? Probably xp
Oh well, I've come a long wayyyyyy
Used modern mspaint for this; I HATE MODERN MSPAINT!!!
January 11, 2026 at 6:48 PM
Realistically, I'm not designed to be loved or cared for on a deep level by another person ever. Superficially? Yeah maybe but deep genuine love, yeah no, that doesn't exist for me. I can't even feel such things myself nor can I fathom someone else feeling that for me. I'm also a pos
January 11, 2026 at 12:25 AM
Realistically, I'm not designed to be loved or cared for on a deep level by another person ever. Superficially? Yeah maybe but deep genuine love, yeah no, that doesn't exist for me. I can't even feel such things myself nor can I fathom someone else feeling that for me. I'm also a pos
Adoption fantasy = just a silly dream, unrealistic
Rich patron/benefactor to pursue creative work = silly & naive dream, unrealistic
Being alone, surviving by myself, and staying far away from people = harsh reality
I'm always lost in fantasy...I'm so naive and stupid. I hate how much I'm dreamin
Rich patron/benefactor to pursue creative work = silly & naive dream, unrealistic
Being alone, surviving by myself, and staying far away from people = harsh reality
I'm always lost in fantasy...I'm so naive and stupid. I hate how much I'm dreamin
January 10, 2026 at 11:18 PM
Adoption fantasy = just a silly dream, unrealistic
Rich patron/benefactor to pursue creative work = silly & naive dream, unrealistic
Being alone, surviving by myself, and staying far away from people = harsh reality
I'm always lost in fantasy...I'm so naive and stupid. I hate how much I'm dreamin
Rich patron/benefactor to pursue creative work = silly & naive dream, unrealistic
Being alone, surviving by myself, and staying far away from people = harsh reality
I'm always lost in fantasy...I'm so naive and stupid. I hate how much I'm dreamin
I really can trust no one... it's always my mistake for thinking people are ok. I should just stick with my dolls and plushies, at least they're nice to me. I'm so naive I keep making the same mistakes all the time- maybe not naive just fucking stupid. There really is no place with me around ppl
January 10, 2026 at 11:14 PM
I really can trust no one... it's always my mistake for thinking people are ok. I should just stick with my dolls and plushies, at least they're nice to me. I'm so naive I keep making the same mistakes all the time- maybe not naive just fucking stupid. There really is no place with me around ppl
For anyone wondering, yes I do post a lot of escapism. Take everything I say with a grain of salt.
January 10, 2026 at 9:58 PM
For anyone wondering, yes I do post a lot of escapism. Take everything I say with a grain of salt.
still waiting for the day someone comes up to me and tells me they're going to take care of me and actually does it for real
January 10, 2026 at 9:54 AM
still waiting for the day someone comes up to me and tells me they're going to take care of me and actually does it for real
It hurts knowing im an ugly fat fuck, poor, didn't finish highschool and just a fucking loser. bad things probably happen to me bc im such a loser even though i wish for good things. i wihs i wasn't born
January 10, 2026 at 7:42 AM
It hurts knowing im an ugly fat fuck, poor, didn't finish highschool and just a fucking loser. bad things probably happen to me bc im such a loser even though i wish for good things. i wihs i wasn't born
I never want to have another financial issue for as long as I liveeeeee
January 9, 2026 at 11:24 PM
I never want to have another financial issue for as long as I liveeeeee
DRIVING IS THE WORST FUCKING THING EVR I HATE THAT MF WHO INVENTED THE CAR FUCK YOU AND FUCK AMERICANS DRIVING WE DON'T KNOW HOW TO FUCKING DRIVE (I'M AMERICAN)
January 9, 2026 at 10:21 PM
DRIVING IS THE WORST FUCKING THING EVR I HATE THAT MF WHO INVENTED THE CAR FUCK YOU AND FUCK AMERICANS DRIVING WE DON'T KNOW HOW TO FUCKING DRIVE (I'M AMERICAN)
I NEED SOMEBODY TO GIVE ME TOP SURGERY AT HOME ASAP!!!
January 9, 2026 at 7:30 AM
I NEED SOMEBODY TO GIVE ME TOP SURGERY AT HOME ASAP!!!
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Might be losing power soon
Fuck this shitty life and the bullshit my parents make me go through. I just want something good to happen to me for once...
This is my mom's delusion from today:
www.youtube.com/shorts/_H8F9...
Fuck this shitty life and the bullshit my parents make me go through. I just want something good to happen to me for once...
This is my mom's delusion from today:
www.youtube.com/shorts/_H8F9...
More Bullshit to start off the YEar (WE MIGHT LOSE POWER) donation link in description
YouTube video by LuvMeKitty
www.youtube.com
January 6, 2026 at 4:26 PM
Might be losing power soon
Fuck this shitty life and the bullshit my parents make me go through. I just want something good to happen to me for once...
This is my mom's delusion from today:
www.youtube.com/shorts/_H8F9...
Fuck this shitty life and the bullshit my parents make me go through. I just want something good to happen to me for once...
This is my mom's delusion from today:
www.youtube.com/shorts/_H8F9...
Reposted by ᴬᵈᵒᵖᵗ ᵗʰⁱˢ ᵖᵒᵒʳ ˢᵘⁱᶜⁱᵈᵃˡ ᶠʳᵉᵃᵏ
January 6, 2026 at 4:37 PM
2026-1-7
Belly, the belly is the most uncomfortable to slice into but that doesn't stop me. I wish I could carve all the fat off this body. I look like the corpse of someone who drowned just that I'm alive...
#selfharm
Belly, the belly is the most uncomfortable to slice into but that doesn't stop me. I wish I could carve all the fat off this body. I look like the corpse of someone who drowned just that I'm alive...
#selfharm
January 7, 2026 at 5:39 PM
2026-1-7
Belly, the belly is the most uncomfortable to slice into but that doesn't stop me. I wish I could carve all the fat off this body. I look like the corpse of someone who drowned just that I'm alive...
#selfharm
Belly, the belly is the most uncomfortable to slice into but that doesn't stop me. I wish I could carve all the fat off this body. I look like the corpse of someone who drowned just that I'm alive...
#selfharm
Might be losing power soon
Fuck this shitty life and the bullshit my parents make me go through. I just want something good to happen to me for once...
This is my mom's delusion from today:
www.youtube.com/shorts/_H8F9...
Fuck this shitty life and the bullshit my parents make me go through. I just want something good to happen to me for once...
This is my mom's delusion from today:
www.youtube.com/shorts/_H8F9...
More Bullshit to start off the YEar (WE MIGHT LOSE POWER) donation link in description
YouTube video by LuvMeKitty
www.youtube.com
January 6, 2026 at 4:26 PM
Might be losing power soon
Fuck this shitty life and the bullshit my parents make me go through. I just want something good to happen to me for once...
This is my mom's delusion from today:
www.youtube.com/shorts/_H8F9...
Fuck this shitty life and the bullshit my parents make me go through. I just want something good to happen to me for once...
This is my mom's delusion from today:
www.youtube.com/shorts/_H8F9...
Rich benefactor/patron who makes all my dreams come true, WHERE ARE YOU!!!???
#richpatron #richbenefactor #benefactor #adoptme
#richpatron #richbenefactor #benefactor #adoptme
January 6, 2026 at 5:42 AM
Rich benefactor/patron who makes all my dreams come true, WHERE ARE YOU!!!???
#richpatron #richbenefactor #benefactor #adoptme
#richpatron #richbenefactor #benefactor #adoptme