well actually I don't even know if I want to post here, though I might keep it up to see my old posts lol. depending on what I do I might end up removing everyone and just leaving it for myself to search things without being some extra number in your following/followers I'm going to think about it.

like, ideally, in a few months or when I feel better about myself/art/fandom/interacting with others and so on I will make an account for artwork again and I hope that my friends will continue to follow and support a better me, but I appreciate anyone who keeps me around here or elsewhere a lot <3

DONT LOOK AT THOSE HOTBARS but lol sorry I remembered cause I'm rotting over macross mesakana hetgem excellence and I'm like Wait yall didnt know my former partner (not toxic one) named her wol kaname to match with mine LMAO

I don't want to get burnt out around heavyweight or something I'd rather take a ltitle time now and lock back in before the next tier when the drive to play more than a few daily things hits

okay this live is REALLY good but I'm laughing when you get the commentary mid song because it's like do you think if the arcadion fighters were idols or smth it'd be like that too

insane btw can we all stop looking at this song.

in case you ever want to feel sad the lyrics are like

I recommend giving the short preview a listen it was ranked fans #2 favorite song in the cinderella girls branch and it's my number 1 favorite youtu.be/3g1-u8qPxkU?... it's a really beautiful and sad song

someone keeps saying they'll clean the garbage can out and they won't and that is why there are weird creatures I think the flies are reproducing in it

I'm still after a year working on them loll... to me messer is a character who has a lot of things wrong with them inside (literally) and also could be moments away from going insane or breaking down after everythjng and is kept together by yaana and metem really

messer prior to arcadia if not up to the very start didn't believe their life had much purpose at all but they Can't die they're the wol yknow. at least that's how I see it. chained to this duty unwillingly. arcadion gives them something to exist for the thrill of battle and also 𝓛𝓸𝓿𝓮 idk.