I spend time and thought behind posting something on my rp accs. Trauma bond to rp for more than half of my life….. absolutely insane. Well, happy new year to me. It can only go up 🩷

It’s also because I’ve deeply known in my heart that I should move on from this for a while now. And I’m finally certain that I can and will do better. Still I spent time on various rp platforms that used to help me cope when I needed it, but it also held me back. And so this is the last time

And suddenly I spend multiple hours a day on roleplay, and nothing else. I don’t feel any safe community on roleplay and I never did. The competitiveness on roleplay, the negativity, and more… this hasn’t been mindless fun for me in a while but something that is attached to anxiety for me. Maybe

Me and a means not to deal with things since I was 13. But I can’t and I don’t wanna be here anymore and I will put myself first, every single day of my life. This affects my mood and my relationships, it allows me to spend way too much time in a virtual world and neglect my own, I get sucked in

You’re the best!!!

// RIIIIIIIIIIIIIIGHT I’m doing it fuck sleep

// SAME