Just let me go

The worst part about being suicidal is when people around you care enough to suffer if you were to die, but not enough to be there for you when you're struggling to stay alive (or don't know how to be there for you)

There's so much I want to vent about but I can barely think

When did you even get here

It's not my fault this time I got distracted I swear

But I'm too selfish for that

I would give my life to be held and comforted and cherished by someone special. Not necessarily romantic, just special

Plus being aroace doesn't help

Someone who can enjoy it and treat it right. I'm not treating it right. I probably never will

Such a waste of a life. I wish I could give it to someone who needs it more than I do

Aether stop whining about the same thing over and over again and just go to sleep idiot

Thank you!! :))

Might be due to stress or smth