*still

god bless my little brain lately, its working overtime LOL

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Twilight Princess for me, but WW is a very close second 🌬️🎐

🖤💪🎊

i actually have moderate muscular atrophy from all the myriad of things (physical and mental) that culminated in a super sedentary life style

i have chronic fatigue but i've finally started to master pacing and forms of movement that still build but aren't necessarily strenuous

Thank you, Ceri 🥺

first target is 110, then 120 (which is the most i'd ever weighed as a late teen), then the last target ideally 130ish (based on doc recommendation + BMI/height/age)

as i eat more and so have more energy, i'm trying to recondition as well--

Didn't think you did, sorry if it came across that way! I meant just in reference to relationship with food, restricting, motivation to eat, etc and not getting/staying fit or working out...I might have misread your other reply LOL

And thank you much! 🫶

You got this!! 💪💪

this progress just being proof to me that, for me, it's possible and I think that it would be great if I didn't have to rely on something else to do it (not that there's shame in it)

everyone's healing journeys are different, and it's def not one size fits all :]

Yeah absolutely!! I think that's truly a blessing, there's so many things that it can help with! Mine is a just a "me personally" thing :P

I wanna be able to do all that without other substances as much as possible, and I believe that I can w/ continued therapy and inner work--

also want to try my darnedest to overcome all this sober, just so i know i can-- i don't have anything against weed or psychedelics, but when used as medicine sometimes it's a bandaid more than a solid fix

like what if i ran out of weed? i'd just be right back to square 1 😭😭

i'm sure it helped a lot!! unfortunately i cannot partake in the green due to other health concerns, but i'm glad it's worked for you 🖤