won't even see or care about my rambling, but I really felt the need to get all this out there regardless. I'm gonna go sleep now. <3 (8/8)

letting this hold me back anymore. I can't keep letting all these years go by without doing something, anything with my life. I really do hope that I'll actually be able to back up all my words here this time and not let it go to waste again. I know this is a huge rant and people probably (7/8)

I made on youtube back in like 2016 or whatever was fun, but after my grandmother passed in 2017 along with other issues, my mental health went to shit and since then I've found it really difficult to gain any motivation to do these things that I previously enjoyed so much. But I can't keep (6/8)

changer too so I don't have to feel so self-concious about my own voice. It's still all a work in progress, but these are things that I have been doing over the past few months or so. Another reason why I wanna get back into content creation is because i enjoyed it! All those lets plays (5/8)

to get back into it with a new outlook. I've already been working on a vtuber avatar of my own, using vroids 3D templates (live 2d stuff is a bit out of my skill level right now) which is based off my own touhou oc character. Still a lot of work to go on it though. I also plan on using a voice (4/8)

to stream. Part of the reason why I wanna get back into this is because I kinda fell into the whole vtubing hole this year (thanks dougdoug for introducing me to Neuro-sama), watching all these great streamers and stuff kinda reignited that creative spark within me and it'd be a good way (3/8)

wanna start. This huge wave of anxiety and exhustion just comes over me like mere hours before I start these things and it sucks. But I need to try and break through it this time otherwise i'm gonna be stuck doing the same things everyday. That's why I'm making a new years resolution now (2/8)