Ah the perpetual blurred line of “do I have feelings bc I actually have feelings or are they being nice and it’s rare for that to not come with flirty subtext?”

Oh god fucking damn it im in too deep here I might die from yearning for 6-12wks while there’s something blocking me from pursing this any further fkn gksncbanfbsjfnw I’m so glad she kissed me but also OH FUCK THAG MAKES THIS SLIGHTLY REAL

Well my day is going better than expected tonight May not have me too exhausted to function (see also: I am running on my ADHD meds + a redbull + large coffee)

Update: someone said it back and I was just 👁️👄👁️

Hey twitch chat I told her the calendar event is called “potential destruction” and she’s apparently giggling in her bed yipee yipee yipee

It’s so joever this one motherfucker has been living way too rent free in my life for literal years and I saw her (from a distance in the least creepy way possible) WHILE I WAS WORKING YESTERDAY AND COULDNT DO JACK SHIT FML

Yknow I keep saying to people “call me after (big work event)” and, one day, big work event will be over and people might call me or I might need to do something about things and oh god oh fuck /pos

Oh okay so this sorta yearning-not-crush I’ve had on a friend is very much not just yearning anymore and has slight turned into a proper crush great I have time for this…

Also there is a like,,,, 85% chance I lean into being a furry over the next couple months

Whelp I’m here now what’s up :3