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INFP-T

\\Cursed\\ 🔞 NSFW🔞

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Tbh I needed this psych W, because going from "mom is only sorry for abusing me as a kid because my sister cut her out of her life" to "favorite auntie having a stroke" in a short amount of time was rough.

Not going for a "woe is me" post, but I am fucking exhausted, dude
February 14, 2026 at 7:47 AM
Kind of a semi-big life update I guess? Next week, I'll be seeing a psychiatrist and hopefully start finding ways to overcome a lot of the problems I have. Both mentally and socially. I really want this to help me so I can be a better person for myself and those I care about.
February 13, 2026 at 7:53 PM
"𝘐 𝘸𝘪𝘭𝘭 𝘴𝘵𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘐 𝘸𝘪𝘭𝘭 𝘯𝘰𝘵 𝘤𝘰𝘯𝘤𝘦𝘥𝘦. 𝘐 𝘸𝘪𝘭𝘭 𝘯𝘰𝘵 𝘧𝘢𝘭𝘵𝘦𝘳 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘐 𝘸𝘰𝘯'𝘵 𝘳𝘦𝘵𝘳𝘦𝘢𝘵. 𝘐 𝘸𝘪𝘭𝘭 𝘯𝘰𝘵 𝘧𝘢𝘭𝘭 𝘵𝘰 𝘢 𝘸𝘰𝘳𝘭𝘥 𝘵𝘩𝘢𝘵'𝘴 𝘶𝘱 𝘢𝘨𝘢𝘪𝘯𝘴𝘵 𝘮𝘦"

#miqote #GPOSERS #ffxivsnaps
February 13, 2026 at 6:22 AM
MGS VOL 2 IS REAAAALLLLL
a cartoon character wearing a pink hat is crying .
ALT: a cartoon character wearing a pink hat is crying .
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February 12, 2026 at 10:47 PM
Weeeee one tool down, who knows how many more to go 😩
February 7, 2026 at 1:11 AM
Wanna branch out my taste in music, so what's currently a song you're obsessed with? (Or just suggest a song, I'm not picky)
February 6, 2026 at 8:48 AM
The Kingdom Sitteth Lonely Beneath Thine Hollowed Heavens by Infant Annihilator
Deleted a post about “what’s your least favorite song” because the vibes are bad enough already.

Instead: what’s your favorite song that has a long title, say at least 6 words long?

Mine: “Elderly Woman Behind the Counter in a Small Town” (Pearl Jam)
February 4, 2026 at 9:50 AM
Man, decade-ago me listened to some okay stuff youtu.be/3Oe1xnOgH0g?...
Miava - Every Heart Is A Beating Piece of Shit
YouTube video by Miavamusic “MIAVA” Belgium
youtu.be
January 27, 2026 at 8:52 AM
One of the reasons I keep trying to help people and be there for them is because I don't want the people I care about to go through what I did.

The issue with this is not everyone wants my help.

And sometimes I just have to watch it happen again.

youtu.be/Tm8LGxTLtQk?...
One More Light [Official Music Video] - Linkin Park
YouTube video by Linkin Park
youtu.be
January 23, 2026 at 10:28 AM
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January 22, 2026 at 3:22 AM
Now that my new meds are working, I keep looking back at some of the stuff I've said. I've never really been good at talking about personal stuff but I went about it all the wrong way. I'm sorry.

I super understand if people rather keep their distance, I don't blame you at all.
January 22, 2026 at 9:47 AM
There are so many times where I vent about something without thinking, then spend LITERALLY YEARS thinking about it and being embarrassed and feeling like trash and wishing I could just start over.

But life goes on whether I want it to or not so here we are.
January 21, 2026 at 11:34 PM
It's so interesting how you can read about how yet another FF player is being an abusive/manipulative friend/partner, then you see their character and it's exactly what you expect.

No amount of mods will make up for your shitty personality. Do better or fuck off.
January 21, 2026 at 7:00 AM
It's wild how you can know someone for years and make plans for the future together (either as friends or more)

and then life reminds you that nothing is forever and they're suddenly gone.
January 18, 2026 at 8:04 AM
No new pictures: Where are you at mentally?
January 16, 2026 at 6:30 AM
She is perfect
January 15, 2026 at 7:12 AM
I keep having this gpose stuck in my head because of a song but I have no idea how to form it into an actual thing so it's just stagnating .-.
January 14, 2026 at 9:28 AM
Nevermind, they said "I didn't need to find myself and apologize until I hurt this other person" roooooofl, kill me
We are around 2 weeks into the new year and suddenly one of my abusers when I was a kid has decided to apologize to me because someone wouldn't let them get away with being shitty anymore.

I have no idea how to feel about it. Why wait 20+ years to apologize...
January 13, 2026 at 2:03 AM
We are around 2 weeks into the new year and suddenly one of my abusers when I was a kid has decided to apologize to me because someone wouldn't let them get away with being shitty anymore.

I have no idea how to feel about it. Why wait 20+ years to apologize...
January 13, 2026 at 2:01 AM
Happy new year everyone

I'm making it a goal this year to stop vague-posting and be more selective about what I share about on here.

I've pushed away and made quite a few people uncomfortable these past few years and enough is enough.

Thank you for being here, you are loved.
January 1, 2026 at 3:34 PM
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LMAO
January 1, 2026 at 3:45 AM
Wanted to try blue archive cause I remembered it has Tsugiri, which is best girl

And I got her on my first tutorial pull. Destiny is destiny
December 29, 2025 at 9:03 PM
Anyway, here's wonderwall youtu.be/sbugOh1VTR8?...
THE RETICENT - The Bed of Wasps (Those Consumed with Panic) [Visualizer]
YouTube video by The Reticent
youtu.be
December 19, 2025 at 9:09 AM
Close to the new year, but I'm ready to start making changes now.

I'll always be open to talk to mutuals, on here or discord, but I can't keep trying to talk to people that seem disinterested or don't reply at all. My concern for you is reaching a point where the silence hurts.
December 19, 2025 at 9:06 AM