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learning about brown recluse spiders as a child has made me sooo scared of every brown spider i see forever because these bitches are so hard to identify!!! almost every spider i see looks unique and horrifying in ways i could never have imagined

please stop jumping ....

its so annoying how capitalism shapes my self worth even when i know its bad and wrong

i rly think a second red pip would do a lot for me....

i also want my body to go thru terramation and be buried under a tree sapling so that someday i can provide shade in a cute garden. i think with a lot more money and better mental health it could happen but ima just take life as it comes for now