Well. I like B. B is quiet and calm. Not loud or annoying or pushy. So B around is okay. Everyone else is bad.

If they will not help me make it I will make it by force. I *will* have a happy family.

We’d love to follow your new account on our accounts!!

I swear I’m so sexy and fun and cool just ignore the things that come out of my mouth

About to end up on a government watch list because my dumb ass has no impulse control and a brain full of the worlds weirdest thoughts

Because I experience our episodes more consistently than anyone else and I handle it much better than everyone else. So maybe that’s worth considering. I do really think I want a new name though. Give this one back to Ivy. I’ll have to think about it.

We kind of assumed it was Izzy’s job but I don’t think it’s supposed to be. I think Izzy honestly holds more trauma from our mother than they do actual mental health experiences. I think they probably split from Carter to hold that kind of thing.

But that does make me wonder if my new job is becoming to deal with our mental health episodes. I’m more triggered out by our mania than I am by anything to do with him. And I guess that’s not a bad thing, someone has to do it.

It does kind of make me want to change my name. This was her name originally, it’s the name he gave her. I don’t know why I have it. I think because I needed him to regulate our mental health, I assumed he was something more important to me than he ever was? Idk.

I’m beginning to realize that I don’t think I enjoy talking to him as me, and I don’t think he enjoys talking to me as me either. If I want him to love me I have to talk to him as if I’m Ivy. She’s the person he’s wanted so badly this whole time. And weirdly that doesn’t make me sad anymore.

So I remade our discord account to talk to 🩺 and I honestly regret it so much immediately. Not just because my boyfriend will be worried about me but also because it’s kind of exhausting to have to talk to him.

Take nap on couch now. Maybe even watch friend bear play video game. This is very good for bears.

WINTER
age: ????
pronouns: any
emoji: 🍷
gender: ????
sexuality: ????
role: gatekeeper, protector
species: demon
kin: Sebastian Michaels (Kuroshitsuji)
enneagram: 7w8
theme song: Hell’s Coming With Me - Poor Man’s Poison
describe yourself in one word: peculiar
likes: theology, ice cream, wine

HARLEY
age: 38
pronouns: she/her
emoji: 🌵
gender: butch
sexuality: lesbian
role: protector
kin: Katniss Everdeen (The Hunger Games)
enneagram: 8w9
theme: I Gotta Change (Or I’m Gonna Die) by Ron Pope
one word: steadfast
favorite color: brown
likes: country music, football, working out

VALERIE
age: 36
pronouns: she/her
emoji: 🪞
gender: woman
sexuality: straight(?)
role: caretaker
kin: Olivia Benson (SVU)
enneagram: 3w2
theme: Tongues and Teeth by The Crane Wives
one word: charming
favorite color: lavender
likes: organizing, socializing, fashion

JOEY
age: 37
pronouns: he/him
emoji: 🗽
gender: man
sexuality: gay
role: protector, caretaker
kin: Steve Rogers (MCU)
enneagram: 2w1
theme: Billy & Anne by The Altogether
describe yourself in one word: devoted
favorite color: yellow
likes: sports, working out, superheroes