hrt is cool cause at 4 years and while losing weight I guess I can just gain a cup size

and nobody can dope as much as Chris cuomo

the narcissists programmed me with bpd and all I see is guilt everywhere, unfathomable to me to live through life and see the opposite everywhere

I'm joking about it now but it was really cathartic to talk with my mother again after a year of no communication it just made me feel sorry for them both. Can't imagine what it must be like to just barrel forward through life and give excuses to every mistake as inevitable or not your fault

Like really what am I supposed to forgive or understand there, really all it does is make them sound worse.

God presenting me his newest challenge, testing to see how committed I am to keeping myself okay

>deeply demotivated to continue therapy cause my last one had to stop after 3 months
>consultation for new therapist presenting every cosmic sign possible that its not worth it