I made it nearly a month before I finally looked back and realized you had blocked me somewhere along the way. At least, everywhere else. I miss you, but I do understand. Originally I sought to be your friend to save your life. If staying away is now what saves you, then so be it. But I do miss you.
December 12, 2025 at 3:58 AM
I made it nearly a month before I finally looked back and realized you had blocked me somewhere along the way. At least, everywhere else. I miss you, but I do understand. Originally I sought to be your friend to save your life. If staying away is now what saves you, then so be it. But I do miss you.
It sucks to realize with such finality that I am incapable of being understood. There IS no understanding me. It's why I've fundamentally given up on trying to make myself understood.
November 13, 2025 at 11:19 PM
It sucks to realize with such finality that I am incapable of being understood. There IS no understanding me. It's why I've fundamentally given up on trying to make myself understood.
He's hurting. Got abandoned by family yet again. It never gets any easier to see someone you love be in pain. Feels like everyone is in such a crappy mood anymore anyway. I stay away from news to protect my fragile mental health, but maybe I'm missing so much that it's making me worry more.
November 4, 2025 at 5:50 AM
He's hurting. Got abandoned by family yet again. It never gets any easier to see someone you love be in pain. Feels like everyone is in such a crappy mood anymore anyway. I stay away from news to protect my fragile mental health, but maybe I'm missing so much that it's making me worry more.
It's kinda nice how being sick has given me a lil vacation from my anxiety. This absolutely would have been such a shitty day if my brain had been turned on like normal.
October 24, 2025 at 4:46 AM
It's kinda nice how being sick has given me a lil vacation from my anxiety. This absolutely would have been such a shitty day if my brain had been turned on like normal.
The other day at the playground I heard the most Gen Alpha thing yet - AND UNDERSTOOD IT. "I've got a level 10 GYATT!" Basically, his butt was too big for the baby swings.
October 19, 2025 at 10:11 PM
The other day at the playground I heard the most Gen Alpha thing yet - AND UNDERSTOOD IT. "I've got a level 10 GYATT!" Basically, his butt was too big for the baby swings.
I got so in my own head about things that I finally just broke down and cried about it. Somehow that cleared the logjam that was getting in the way of me actually getting shit done. Mostly. I still wonder if he's mad at me or was just busy today.
October 14, 2025 at 3:54 AM
I got so in my own head about things that I finally just broke down and cried about it. Somehow that cleared the logjam that was getting in the way of me actually getting shit done. Mostly. I still wonder if he's mad at me or was just busy today.
"Feelings are never illogical, reactions can be." He says this, but it's hard for me to accept it. My feelings seem incredibly illogical to me. Or...is my logic just illogical?
October 9, 2025 at 4:07 AM
"Feelings are never illogical, reactions can be." He says this, but it's hard for me to accept it. My feelings seem incredibly illogical to me. Or...is my logic just illogical?
Ahahaha I couldn't have made this shot better myself on purpose! Apparently college cafeteria workers all showed up to use the college stove when they're supposed to be apartments...
August 3, 2025 at 4:04 AM
Ahahaha I couldn't have made this shot better myself on purpose! Apparently college cafeteria workers all showed up to use the college stove when they're supposed to be apartments...