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30s - She/Her - Subby to a wonderful Dom/Partner/Love of my life. Trying to make 24/7(ish) work, but life gets in the way. Poly. Recently discovered ADHD
Either in extended withdrawal off of clonidine or the clonidine was hardcore masking POTS (or actually likely BOTH according to the cardiologist).
Fuck this shit!
Fuck this shit!
January 20, 2026 at 12:04 PM
Either in extended withdrawal off of clonidine or the clonidine was hardcore masking POTS (or actually likely BOTH according to the cardiologist).
Fuck this shit!
Fuck this shit!
Got my nose pierced, because I still feel like shit and I’m feeling impulsive.
January 17, 2026 at 8:22 AM
Got my nose pierced, because I still feel like shit and I’m feeling impulsive.
Damn cPTSD kicking my fucking ass. I am so fucking exhausted.
a cartoon of spongebob with the caption " omg how did you get so funny "
Alt: a cartoon of spongebob with the caption "omg how did you get so funny" with sponge bob saying “trauma”.
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January 16, 2026 at 7:22 AM
Damn cPTSD kicking my fucking ass. I am so fucking exhausted.
Got into my masters program.
Still need to be railed.
Still passively suicidal.
Still need to be railed.
Still passively suicidal.
January 15, 2026 at 11:45 AM
Got into my masters program.
Still need to be railed.
Still passively suicidal.
Still need to be railed.
Still passively suicidal.
Totes went on a date Monday someone 11 years younger than me.
It was good, but weird.
Also learned today, I’m still passively suicidal. Fucking hell.
It was good, but weird.
Also learned today, I’m still passively suicidal. Fucking hell.
January 14, 2026 at 7:47 AM
Totes went on a date Monday someone 11 years younger than me.
It was good, but weird.
Also learned today, I’m still passively suicidal. Fucking hell.
It was good, but weird.
Also learned today, I’m still passively suicidal. Fucking hell.
Does anyone have leads on a TShirt that has Data and Worf holding Spot, with Data saying - “Tell him he’s a pretty cat, a good cat!” Because my husband needs that as a shirt.
#startrek #startrektng #tng #data #worf
#startrek #startrektng #tng #data #worf
two men holding a cat with the words tell him he is a pretty cat below them
Alt: Worf holding a cat , with Data saying “tell him he is a pretty cat and a good cat”. The words appear in caption below the picture.
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July 20, 2025 at 1:45 AM
Does anyone have leads on a TShirt that has Data and Worf holding Spot, with Data saying - “Tell him he’s a pretty cat, a good cat!” Because my husband needs that as a shirt.
#startrek #startrektng #tng #data #worf
#startrek #startrektng #tng #data #worf
TW: Self Harm
A little over a month ago I overdosed on tricyclic antidepressants and pain killers. In less than a month is my birthday. I am struggling with so much pain right now, I’m exhausted all the time and I just want to not be here anymore. It’s so much at the moment.
A little over a month ago I overdosed on tricyclic antidepressants and pain killers. In less than a month is my birthday. I am struggling with so much pain right now, I’m exhausted all the time and I just want to not be here anymore. It’s so much at the moment.
June 1, 2025 at 10:46 AM
TW: Self Harm
A little over a month ago I overdosed on tricyclic antidepressants and pain killers. In less than a month is my birthday. I am struggling with so much pain right now, I’m exhausted all the time and I just want to not be here anymore. It’s so much at the moment.
A little over a month ago I overdosed on tricyclic antidepressants and pain killers. In less than a month is my birthday. I am struggling with so much pain right now, I’m exhausted all the time and I just want to not be here anymore. It’s so much at the moment.
So ranting into the ether where no one knows me. Yesterday I overdosed on pain meds. It sucked and now I have to go back to counselling and see my GP which is going to be harder discussion. My partner now has to manage my meds.
April 23, 2025 at 6:17 AM
So ranting into the ether where no one knows me. Yesterday I overdosed on pain meds. It sucked and now I have to go back to counselling and see my GP which is going to be harder discussion. My partner now has to manage my meds.
My natural Little is on full takeover mode. My diet is like that of a toddler with a credit card (which is to say very beige and berry filled). I’ve been cuddling my teddy bear the whole day while Daddy is at work. I keep wearing his hoodie. Being sick sucks and I want to just cuddle and sleep.
a brown teddy bear is laying on a yellow pillow
ALT: a brown teddy bear is laying on a yellow pillow
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April 16, 2025 at 8:31 AM
My natural Little is on full takeover mode. My diet is like that of a toddler with a credit card (which is to say very beige and berry filled). I’ve been cuddling my teddy bear the whole day while Daddy is at work. I keep wearing his hoodie. Being sick sucks and I want to just cuddle and sleep.
So… thanks to my partners job suspending him for 7 months (with pay but none of the over time) and my 8 weeks off of work late last year due to chronic illness, we’re about 4 grand in the hole and have no current way out. Just so frustrated because most of this has to do with my not working
February 10, 2025 at 2:22 PM
So… thanks to my partners job suspending him for 7 months (with pay but none of the over time) and my 8 weeks off of work late last year due to chronic illness, we’re about 4 grand in the hole and have no current way out. Just so frustrated because most of this has to do with my not working
Finally, FINALLY have an appointment with the hospital’s pain clinic. I was first referred last April (to a different hospital where I actually still haven’t been given an appointment). It’s in March. Like 11 months for a pain clinic after a year in pain, nausea and an inability to eat properly…
January 29, 2025 at 9:32 AM
Finally, FINALLY have an appointment with the hospital’s pain clinic. I was first referred last April (to a different hospital where I actually still haven’t been given an appointment). It’s in March. Like 11 months for a pain clinic after a year in pain, nausea and an inability to eat properly…
These are my pills. I emptied my bank account for TAP Block this morning. Neither have worked that well. It’s been 20 months of pain and way too much money. In the past month I’ve been told I’ll heal “with gentle exercise and healthy eating” and my tachycardia was “anxiety”. No, I have pneumonia.
December 11, 2024 at 10:03 AM
These are my pills. I emptied my bank account for TAP Block this morning. Neither have worked that well. It’s been 20 months of pain and way too much money. In the past month I’ve been told I’ll heal “with gentle exercise and healthy eating” and my tachycardia was “anxiety”. No, I have pneumonia.
Managed to give my self aspiration pneumonia. Fuck my fucking life!
December 10, 2024 at 12:16 PM
Managed to give my self aspiration pneumonia. Fuck my fucking life!
Sitting in a cop shop while my hubs gives a police statement about being assaulted next week.
It needs to be to said; fuck the police, ACAB. We’re only doing this so we can take further action.
It needs to be to said; fuck the police, ACAB. We’re only doing this so we can take further action.
December 2, 2024 at 9:09 AM
Sitting in a cop shop while my hubs gives a police statement about being assaulted next week.
It needs to be to said; fuck the police, ACAB. We’re only doing this so we can take further action.
It needs to be to said; fuck the police, ACAB. We’re only doing this so we can take further action.
Share a crush with you have, no explanations.
November 24, 2024 at 1:54 PM
Share a crush with you have, no explanations.
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share a crush you have, no explanation 🤭🩷💜💙
November 24, 2024 at 9:59 AM
share a crush you have, no explanation 🤭🩷💜💙
Heading back to the hospital. Maybe 9th times a charm?
November 21, 2024 at 3:54 AM
Heading back to the hospital. Maybe 9th times a charm?
I fucked up. I’m a burden to my family. My body is breaking. I’ve been in the hospital several times over the last month and no one seems to care about the immense pain I’m in. My stepson probably rightfully hates me. My husband probably does too. My friends are losing their families in the most
October 16, 2024 at 11:42 AM
I fucked up. I’m a burden to my family. My body is breaking. I’ve been in the hospital several times over the last month and no one seems to care about the immense pain I’m in. My stepson probably rightfully hates me. My husband probably does too. My friends are losing their families in the most
Bluesky now has over 10 million users, and I was #821,465!
Sure okay, I guess I’ll post that.
Sure okay, I guess I’ll post that.
September 19, 2024 at 5:24 AM
Bluesky now has over 10 million users, and I was #821,465!
Sure okay, I guess I’ll post that.
Sure okay, I guess I’ll post that.
I feel like the only time I update this is when I’m in the hospital… and yet here I am, in the hospital.
September 17, 2024 at 8:25 AM
I feel like the only time I update this is when I’m in the hospital… and yet here I am, in the hospital.
Question - I want to be fisted and we made it to 4 fingers. How do we get the thumb in? Outside of lube…
August 14, 2024 at 8:56 AM
Question - I want to be fisted and we made it to 4 fingers. How do we get the thumb in? Outside of lube…
I went on a wonderful date last night with an amazing couple. And we had the most amazing sex! It’s been so long since I ate pussy - I missed it. And then I came home and Daddy fucked me senseless. Compersion is amazing!
August 14, 2024 at 8:56 AM
I went on a wonderful date last night with an amazing couple. And we had the most amazing sex! It’s been so long since I ate pussy - I missed it. And then I came home and Daddy fucked me senseless. Compersion is amazing!
Got fucked so good this morning. And last night…. We went on a date with another couple and apparently all the three of them (Daddy and the couple) can talk about is how adorable I am.
Blush Blushy GIF
Alt: Adam Levine, blushing and hiding in who’s cardigan GIF - which is what I want to do.
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July 21, 2024 at 6:41 AM
Got fucked so good this morning. And last night…. We went on a date with another couple and apparently all the three of them (Daddy and the couple) can talk about is how adorable I am.
Oh that makes way to much sense!
Orgasm denial is such an ADHD-coded kink. Oh, you can't delay your gratification for a greater reward without externally-imposed rules and structures? I'm shocked
June 17, 2024 at 1:55 PM
Oh that makes way to much sense!