i sued to lie out my teeth to people for nor eason i dont even know why i did it i fell out with most of the people so i never had to face the reprecussions

ugh man

i miss mousepad i was a teen when we met she was hitting 30 lol i hope her and her cat are doing well i wish we were closer she was amazing to talk to. its been so long since ive last heard from her and i dont wanna cross boundroies

i did a serous rewply to my friend because of a tweet they made about a certain political person who died recently you cant be so middle ground or passive with things anymore the world and society in its current climate can't afford that people are being extreme becuase the problems are, its needed

theres something odd about how ive been feeling recently i cant quite explain it, i just hope i can get medicated, i can feel my paranoia and mood wings getting worse, and i dont wanna talk about things ive been hearing and seeing, i miss my dog still its been over a year

ive been very distracted with our 2 new kittens my mother and sister bought i was very stressed out about them at first becuase my family isnt very, deserving of new pets rtight now and i mentally cant take care of them my sister hasnt had a good history with pets either BUT to my suprise 1/2

You just till how intircate and purposefully placed everything is in the game its so BEYOND detailed and awe inspiring, im not just talking the INCREDIBLE art design im talking about level and game design to its IMMACULATE i can barely put it into words as you can clearly see

Silksong is EVERYTHING i hoped it would be oh soul this is THE game of the year yesterday i played for 20 hours straight now topday im doing it again bruh i DREAMED this game

today was alot better i saw the batman movie with my cousin we had a good time gaming and i love them with as much as my hear as i can think of but they become so, not necceserily hateful but the enviroment has turned so hostile, we will just be having fun psotive time and then randomly they banter

but hey lots of games and updates coming out this month! trying to seem excited for them cuase i know if i was in a better state i would be very excited and happy, im not gonna pretend on here

fogot to post today so, today was. rough my mind continues to torment me. the tar rages inside me i feel the heat the pain though ive found joy near the end of the day interacting with kind people who dont mind me leaving stains on them yet, i am thankful for their apparent kindness

surrounded myself with bad people left them, only to surround myself with bad people, i cantr trust myself around the people i want to be with though

mentally getting THRASHED rn ugh horrible timing

Goodnight Moon

I NEED MY DISABILITY CHECK RIGHT NOWWW BEFORE SILKSONG COME OUT

Sometimes i be writhing around in my bed like Smaug in all that gold, Oh to be a dragon sleeping in a golden hoard i wish life twer that simple

i need to dress up more, i never feel goth enough.

Alice Glass, jazmine bean, Gurldoll, Zheani. my fecking goats.

I need good music recoms, love the deep cut jewels this is my mission