I hope 2026 is different, because I don't think I can take another year of that. There are some people in my life that are very important to me, and I really hope I muster up the will to stay with them.
Anyways, that's probably enough for what should've been a private journal entry.
Here's to 2026
January 1, 2026 at 1:46 AM
I hope 2026 is different, because I don't think I can take another year of that. There are some people in my life that are very important to me, and I really hope I muster up the will to stay with them.
Anyways, that's probably enough for what should've been a private journal entry.
And every time I think like that I get in my head about how "well you have a roof over your head and food on the table, your complaints are baseless and you should be ashamed of yourself" it's a terrible feedback loop. As much as I play it up and keep that outward happiness, I am not a happy person.
January 1, 2026 at 1:46 AM
And every time I think like that I get in my head about how "well you have a roof over your head and food on the table, your complaints are baseless and you should be ashamed of yourself" it's a terrible feedback loop. As much as I play it up and keep that outward happiness, I am not a happy person.
My life has kinda taken a massive downhill turn over the last 2 years. Stuck at home working a dead end job with absolutely no hope of being able to move out is heavily wearing me down. Each day I spend here is another that I hate my current life trajectory. All I want is out of here.
January 1, 2026 at 1:46 AM
My life has kinda taken a massive downhill turn over the last 2 years. Stuck at home working a dead end job with absolutely no hope of being able to move out is heavily wearing me down. Each day I spend here is another that I hate my current life trajectory. All I want is out of here.