tdilport.bsky.social
@tdilport.bsky.social
It all feels completely hopeless.
October 7, 2025 at 12:43 AM
No days off. Still barely surviving. No real joy. Nothing to look forward to. Blah.
August 25, 2025 at 12:47 AM
I think I'm about at my limit.

No joy. Stressed outta my mind. No hope in the future.

Any other fat guy my age would already have had a heart attack. I'm ready for mine. I'm ready to not exist.
July 11, 2025 at 12:17 AM
It feels like I will never have breathing room or be able to relax. I will always be behind. And it's stressing me out. It's like there is no escape.
May 5, 2025 at 10:55 PM
April 30, 2025 at 2:14 AM
I really don't know why I'm still here.
April 30, 2025 at 2:13 AM
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April 12, 2025 at 12:13 AM
I'm so overwhelmed. I feel like I'm drowning. It's just one horrible thing after another lately. Nothing positive just bad news after bad news.

I think I may be done.
April 11, 2025 at 3:48 AM
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