Unfiltered Tee
@teeistired.bsky.social
vent til I die / tee alt / tw depresso
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Unfiltered Tee
@teeistired.bsky.social
· Jan 13
All these tweets are a cry for help bc I can't burden anyone, I can't upset anyone, I can't annoy anyone
I'm not even sure I trust anyone with what I feel
No one can tell I'm like this and I have no clue what to do anymore or maybe they can and it scares them, I'm too fucked up for life to be real
I'm not even sure I trust anyone with what I feel
No one can tell I'm like this and I have no clue what to do anymore or maybe they can and it scares them, I'm too fucked up for life to be real
I think my brain is done, I hope it is. This shit is so tiring, I just wish to feel love at some point
August 16, 2025 at 1:58 AM
I think my brain is done, I hope it is. This shit is so tiring, I just wish to feel love at some point
my mum is dying and i'm terrified of how i'll handle it, it is nearly impossible for me to open up to someone online and I have no friends in my state. I've always handled myself when things got hard but for this i wish i had someone i could cry next to and not feel bad about it
August 16, 2025 at 1:53 AM
my mum is dying and i'm terrified of how i'll handle it, it is nearly impossible for me to open up to someone online and I have no friends in my state. I've always handled myself when things got hard but for this i wish i had someone i could cry next to and not feel bad about it
I've only ever said I liked someone twice, the first time it got turned into a joke and screwed me up for years and the second time was just never taken seriously. I'm not even sure there will be a third time, I don't feel like there is anyone for me now
August 16, 2025 at 1:44 AM
I've only ever said I liked someone twice, the first time it got turned into a joke and screwed me up for years and the second time was just never taken seriously. I'm not even sure there will be a third time, I don't feel like there is anyone for me now
Is giving compliments okay? i try to think of them all the time but I can never get myself to actually say them, I'm scared they will hate it and make a scene
August 16, 2025 at 1:38 AM
Is giving compliments okay? i try to think of them all the time but I can never get myself to actually say them, I'm scared they will hate it and make a scene
I miss you, I could never compliment you bc I didn't want to ruin our friendship and I don't like making people uncomfortable.
I love your jokes, the way you lock in on games, your smile.
I actually felt wanted and safe but I didn't say anything, I was waiting for a sign that I missed or never got.
I love your jokes, the way you lock in on games, your smile.
I actually felt wanted and safe but I didn't say anything, I was waiting for a sign that I missed or never got.
August 16, 2025 at 1:05 AM
I miss you, I could never compliment you bc I didn't want to ruin our friendship and I don't like making people uncomfortable.
I love your jokes, the way you lock in on games, your smile.
I actually felt wanted and safe but I didn't say anything, I was waiting for a sign that I missed or never got.
I love your jokes, the way you lock in on games, your smile.
I actually felt wanted and safe but I didn't say anything, I was waiting for a sign that I missed or never got.
I'm so touch starved that I don't even bump into people, it's like a super power how good I'm at avoiding it. My brain would freeze if someone lovingly hugged me or even held my hand
August 16, 2025 at 12:55 AM
I'm so touch starved that I don't even bump into people, it's like a super power how good I'm at avoiding it. My brain would freeze if someone lovingly hugged me or even held my hand
How do you find the people who won't care about the flaws when dating, I was supposed to have my life together so long ago but it's still in pieces
August 16, 2025 at 12:53 AM
How do you find the people who won't care about the flaws when dating, I was supposed to have my life together so long ago but it's still in pieces
My brain is just whiplash between utter isolation and complete obsession, I wish it could just sit in the middle.
I fear someone will be scared of how much I would love if given the chance
I fear someone will be scared of how much I would love if given the chance
August 16, 2025 at 12:49 AM
My brain is just whiplash between utter isolation and complete obsession, I wish it could just sit in the middle.
I fear someone will be scared of how much I would love if given the chance
I fear someone will be scared of how much I would love if given the chance
It's actually so painful not being able to message someone bc I'd just start feeling shit again and while I could hide it I don't want to hurt myself like that, even if it means they think bad of me for not talking.
It's tempting all the time though, just to feel it again
It's tempting all the time though, just to feel it again
August 16, 2025 at 12:47 AM
It's actually so painful not being able to message someone bc I'd just start feeling shit again and while I could hide it I don't want to hurt myself like that, even if it means they think bad of me for not talking.
It's tempting all the time though, just to feel it again
It's tempting all the time though, just to feel it again
There's really nothing about me that someone else would go crazy about, I'm like just above bare minimum pick but I still dream of it. It only feels good for a few seconds though
August 16, 2025 at 12:44 AM
There's really nothing about me that someone else would go crazy about, I'm like just above bare minimum pick but I still dream of it. It only feels good for a few seconds though
I don't know if it's me or just bad timing but why am I so desperate to be loved lately.
Like it makes me feel a little sick with how much I want it
Like it makes me feel a little sick with how much I want it
August 16, 2025 at 12:41 AM
I don't know if it's me or just bad timing but why am I so desperate to be loved lately.
Like it makes me feel a little sick with how much I want it
Like it makes me feel a little sick with how much I want it
i really don't get why i feel the need to stay up all night when it just makes me feel more alone
April 25, 2025 at 9:10 PM
i really don't get why i feel the need to stay up all night when it just makes me feel more alone
i'll be dead before i have the money to fix my life, i've missed out on so much and i've only been able to experience a fraction of what i dream of.
it even holds me back from finding love
it even holds me back from finding love
April 25, 2025 at 5:26 PM
i'll be dead before i have the money to fix my life, i've missed out on so much and i've only been able to experience a fraction of what i dream of.
it even holds me back from finding love
it even holds me back from finding love
everyone doing their own things lately, i really miss not being able to be as social as i was
when i don't talk to anyone it feels a little like suffocating
when i don't talk to anyone it feels a little like suffocating
April 25, 2025 at 4:37 PM
everyone doing their own things lately, i really miss not being able to be as social as i was
when i don't talk to anyone it feels a little like suffocating
when i don't talk to anyone it feels a little like suffocating
Not as worried about losing my job now, seems like he'll eventually give up with how much he doesn't care
Will be forced to work a lot more once he does though :/
Will be forced to work a lot more once he does though :/
March 20, 2025 at 5:59 PM
Not as worried about losing my job now, seems like he'll eventually give up with how much he doesn't care
Will be forced to work a lot more once he does though :/
Will be forced to work a lot more once he does though :/
I feel so awkward when I actually say what I feel to people, I don't often find the words to properly convey what I deal with
I also can't help but worry if I'm too much to handle
It does help though
I also can't help but worry if I'm too much to handle
It does help though
February 7, 2025 at 5:24 PM
I feel so awkward when I actually say what I feel to people, I don't often find the words to properly convey what I deal with
I also can't help but worry if I'm too much to handle
It does help though
I also can't help but worry if I'm too much to handle
It does help though
i don't get life, i can't figure out why it seems like everyone is so interesting but i'm not.
i'm open about literally everything but no one is ever curious enough to ask anything about me, friends only know so much because i yap it into conversations
i'm open about literally everything but no one is ever curious enough to ask anything about me, friends only know so much because i yap it into conversations
February 6, 2025 at 11:36 PM
i don't get life, i can't figure out why it seems like everyone is so interesting but i'm not.
i'm open about literally everything but no one is ever curious enough to ask anything about me, friends only know so much because i yap it into conversations
i'm open about literally everything but no one is ever curious enough to ask anything about me, friends only know so much because i yap it into conversations
So what if I die at this point right like oh no someone else will have to fill my spot in people's lives
For the first time I wonder whether my life was good with the friends I've had and I've always been sure but I'm not right now
For the first time I wonder whether my life was good with the friends I've had and I've always been sure but I'm not right now
February 6, 2025 at 3:30 PM
So what if I die at this point right like oh no someone else will have to fill my spot in people's lives
For the first time I wonder whether my life was good with the friends I've had and I've always been sure but I'm not right now
For the first time I wonder whether my life was good with the friends I've had and I've always been sure but I'm not right now
I'm tired, I just wanted to hang bc they asked and I sat there waiting for an hour. Then it was so late there was only time for one game.
A game I knew would probably piss me off more but I waited anyway
Am i silly for feeling ignored or mistreated
A game I knew would probably piss me off more but I waited anyway
Am i silly for feeling ignored or mistreated
February 6, 2025 at 3:24 PM
I'm tired, I just wanted to hang bc they asked and I sat there waiting for an hour. Then it was so late there was only time for one game.
A game I knew would probably piss me off more but I waited anyway
Am i silly for feeling ignored or mistreated
A game I knew would probably piss me off more but I waited anyway
Am i silly for feeling ignored or mistreated
I've only liked 5 or so people and I never said it to them, I just knew it wouldn't have ended well
it's a little thing but it would be nice if i could say i liked someone, it always feels like i would be hanged for admitting it
February 3, 2025 at 6:11 AM
I've only liked 5 or so people and I never said it to them, I just knew it wouldn't have ended well
The thing that sucks though is people probably just assume the worst of me or how I feel, I couldn't say that they're wrong but why not just ask me about me?
February 3, 2025 at 6:06 AM
The thing that sucks though is people probably just assume the worst of me or how I feel, I couldn't say that they're wrong but why not just ask me about me?
it's a little thing but it would be nice if i could say i liked someone, it always feels like i would be hanged for admitting it
February 3, 2025 at 5:24 AM
it's a little thing but it would be nice if i could say i liked someone, it always feels like i would be hanged for admitting it
i don't want to scare anyone, i just want to be real about what i feel.
i like all my friends, i would do anything I could to help them
i hope everything works out well for them but i don't think i'm having that much fun in life currently and no one can see it
i like all my friends, i would do anything I could to help them
i hope everything works out well for them but i don't think i'm having that much fun in life currently and no one can see it
February 3, 2025 at 4:53 AM
i don't want to scare anyone, i just want to be real about what i feel.
i like all my friends, i would do anything I could to help them
i hope everything works out well for them but i don't think i'm having that much fun in life currently and no one can see it
i like all my friends, i would do anything I could to help them
i hope everything works out well for them but i don't think i'm having that much fun in life currently and no one can see it
I know someone's gonna tell me i need therapy but like I cannot afford it, I can barely afford my rent, i have other things I need to save up for, i need an emergency fund in case my family decides to implode
and i'm not going to waste money hopping around trying to find a good therapist
and i'm not going to waste money hopping around trying to find a good therapist
February 3, 2025 at 4:46 AM
I know someone's gonna tell me i need therapy but like I cannot afford it, I can barely afford my rent, i have other things I need to save up for, i need an emergency fund in case my family decides to implode
and i'm not going to waste money hopping around trying to find a good therapist
and i'm not going to waste money hopping around trying to find a good therapist
I'm scared, i think i'm going to feel like this forever
I tried a few times and i know i could have tried more but i really don't think anyone likes me as a person.
i'm just a pair of hands at work, i'm the rent at home and a presence for my friends.
i'm not going to find someone am i
I tried a few times and i know i could have tried more but i really don't think anyone likes me as a person.
i'm just a pair of hands at work, i'm the rent at home and a presence for my friends.
i'm not going to find someone am i
February 3, 2025 at 4:36 AM
I'm scared, i think i'm going to feel like this forever
I tried a few times and i know i could have tried more but i really don't think anyone likes me as a person.
i'm just a pair of hands at work, i'm the rent at home and a presence for my friends.
i'm not going to find someone am i
I tried a few times and i know i could have tried more but i really don't think anyone likes me as a person.
i'm just a pair of hands at work, i'm the rent at home and a presence for my friends.
i'm not going to find someone am i