Regardless, I am thankful for the people still in my life that care about me. The good things, which there haven't been many of this year. I don't want to even hope next year will be better. I just hope I survive it.

It just sucks to constantly be reminded of one of the harshest realities: the world will not treat you better for being kind. I want to be like my father, but also fear what that will mean as I get older like he did and watch as it feels like cruelty continues to win.

More than anything, I just feel sad the kindest man I ever knew - my father - is used against me as a reason for the family's lack of acceptance. Meanwhile, I went to visit my decan uncle, his brother, recently and it wasn't him who misgendered and deadnamed me the whole time. It was my mother.

There really isn't any point to this. I'm just reflective and moody this Thanksgiving. I have found family in the friends I still keep, but the hurt of my original family not being there still runs deep.

Keenathan from Sea of Stars, hands down.
seaofstars.fandom.com/wiki/Keenathan

Womb tattoos!!! They're, like, omega fic stuff usually but I can't unsee it now unfortunately.

"Not even in my wildest dreams did I imagine that one day I would paint a picture of hot Bowser for official material, announced by Miyamoto himself. 😭 I laughed so hard in disbelief while painting, you have no idea lol"

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